naddy

2010-10-16T17:03:00.002+08:00

*points above*
that's what i've been doing this past few days. :D
it's the best feeling when you're happy. cause everything alright.
been going for tennis lessons; which really makes me feel so energised.
going out with family; the bonding time for us which is always good to have.
going out wit friends; the usual ones.
eg is thurs; celebrated xf's belated birthday. managed to surprise her with cakeey(which is ohh so creamy).
and also kbox at bugis(sing till all of us were so tired)
walked around, window shopping for me and the girls and camwhore ttm(and not forgetting the tummyaches we all had) lols~
glad xf love her gift from us. :D *grins*
lastly and obviously going out with dearest boyf most of the time
if not in tpy slacking, sure out of tpy. like yest. :D
went to play pool at pomo; im improving thanks to him, but my aiming still suck.
walked to beach rd afterwards; ate mutton chop(oooohh yummy, hehe)(they recognised me too)
then walked back to the busstop. we had some stops; just to blow bubbles.(which i still havent master yet)*jealous*
hahaa, and managed to make him sleep and messed up his neat hair; i like it messy. :)
and therefore, that's how i spent my days. being happy and smiley. ;)
sch's coming; reall soon, i hope it'll be as good. :D

2010-09-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

heyheyyyy. *grins*
exams had beenn (hmmm) boring plus stressful as always.
some ppl dont even get jittery. even my sis yg strong tuh pon gets jittery before her paper.
HAHA.
soo yeah, finally its over. thank god. but then kann, now that we have hols,
its like funny when you just sit at home slacking ttm!
however, fasting month passed and hari raya came.
so it's an okayy side. heh.
eventho we only went to ahwer's house(boring i know)
ape blh buat right. sometimes wished we'll be like those families
whereby they rent a bus for the whole relatives side to go visiting.
kan gerek gitu?
but it's never gonna happen. i dont think so.
hmmm, read it *points below*

that's love; wonderful feeling once you get it. :)
hehe. talking bout it. just came back from outing to east coast with boyf ;)
rented two seat bike for four hours. ape lagii, cycle to changi laa. penat sungguh.
i mean not really, just the butt part and the leg part that aches everytime we cycle is the most cannot tahan moment.
other than that, it was oh soo awesome. heh.
funn laa, cause managed to have quality time with each other mahh.
best part was when successfully dpt tickle. luckily die pndi control; if not, aiyo confirm masok bush. HA.
so yeaah, a day to remember; always better than the rest.

`to minah yg now say 'ewww, you both look drunk in this pic la that la,' later when you have a boyf, then you know. confirm every day wanna go out. take pic. flood everywhere with ur pics. lols. jage, i'll take revenge. HAHAHAH!

2010-09-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

`get what you need` :)

two papers downn, two more to goo;pom, poa(cantik la tuh)
psst, i've got an damn freaking ulcer at the back of my tongue.
painnn. :( maybe i need some medication, so that it'll be better. hee. ;)
just a lil something for dearest boy of mine. read on.

`to you, the one who did captured my heart after 5 years.
you know, hearing bout our history and now over&over again wont make me feel jelak.
seriously, you're like unexpected but in a good way eventho u think u're bad.
u have your flaws, i have mine. we're both not perfect but what makes us accept each other with flaws or without, was a thing called love.
and this thing called love is strong. a feeling where you care for someone deeply even if it's the slightest thing. a feeling where you wanna make that someone laugh even when they're down. where you wanna make things better if it goes a lil bit wrong. where you wanna be able to hold his hands, hug, give a kiss on the forehead to say i love you or to even just to let that special someone know that you're there anytime, anywhere for him. (24/7) a feeling where you want it to last till old age together with that special one. where you wanna share thoughts/memories/past/experiences. where you wanna be able to have different sweet memories of each day. and more.
such love requires everything. all the good ones ofc. maybe a lil bad. such as jealousy; it doesnt matter if you are, over the slightest possible things that happen. a lil jealousy lets your someone know that you still care/love him/her.
a love so tender and sweet needs to be cared for. not just the idc sign. it needs everything lil details to make it perfect, but like what they say, nothing's perfect.
however, we're the ones seeing it, so it's different.

that's what i experience with you, akhbar ali.
i don't need someone better like him, him or another him.
it's you that i want; cause you're perfect just the way you are.
you're everything i ask for. like i said, with or without flaws.
it's our 3 months together. fast, i know. :)
in which these 3 months, we've gone thru many things but always kiss and make up right.
we'll last kayy. insyaALLAH. i love you b, many times more. thanks for everything; love, fights, care~ *hearts*

sincerely from my heart; N :)

2010-08-19T00:12:00.006+08:00

`take me homeeeeeeee`

hohoho, feeeeeel super super guilty just now.

why? cause i just tipu sunnat to boyf. hahah.

something bout the melacca trip.

didnt know he could fall for it, but surprisingly he did. ;D

*ketawe, jatoh dari kerusi, blh bangun, ketawe balik* ;x

turns out tickets were out. so cancelled; only dad's going.

have a safe trip dad. :)

so anyway, the day was spent like that; going lavender to buy tickets.

and we did terserempak with boyf and friend on the same bus. lols.

coool huh, and noooo, it wasnt even planned. just like our very first meeting :)

we've been hanging out(msn, fb, phone) these few nights till sahur.

sleepyy headdds during day and owl during night. :D

and i didnt know that i could listen to the same tale over and over again

without getting bored. it makes me feeel freshh. (a very good feeling)

hmmmm, i wanna eat kfc porridgeeee! and watch step up 3D!!!!!

kaay randddoomm. now im hungryyy

@minahh; imma b imma b, imma imma b. :D hahaa!

@boyf; sorry for tipu sunnat. heee. ;D *loves*

@M; cheer up M, he's a jerk. cant even be a part of your wonderful life. he's like the ink, you're the mahjong paper. dont let the ink drip on mahjong paper cause it'll spread all over it sooner or later. so dont let his comments/reactions affect you, cause it'll be your downfall not his. like i said before, slowly kayuh ur bicycle, cause in the end you'll reach someplace you wanna be at, even if the distance is far apart. ;)

2010-08-16T02:52:00.002+08:00

`photographs: they can mean anything`

half a day spent with boyf. ;)

it was a lil bit weird due to puase.

cause i couldnt pinch him when he does stuffs jokingly.

tskk. but alhamdullillahh, we managed to overcome the dugaan-s. *grins*

hmmm, so we rushed for Phua Chu Kang movie at 5pm.

chun2 just started despite being late for 15 mins.

the show was hilarious and touching. and also sad for the last part.

overall, enjoyed it; you guys should watch it :D

by the time nk buka, no seats.

waited and waited skali this chi lady pulak rushed to a table which we alrd eye-ing on.

alerrrmaaakkz. kasi la chance; melayu nk buka puase nieee! pe daaa, typical sungguh.

finally finally, found a seat and ate peacefully. syiok makanan. *thumbs up*

went arcade; skali halfway sis text to go home; lerr, blm lagi amek gmbr.

due to some _______ problem at home. tsk.

sooo, apee lagi, cabot laa. but walked slow-mo. hahaa.

noww, she's gonee. peace& freedom at last. phewww.

but tengok laa, now i miss boyf. sigh. :(

thanks boyf for the wonderful dayyy. ;)

kay da byeeee. :)

2010-08-14T03:43:00.002+08:00

`you're amazing just the way you are~

a day spent with anaa condaa! heh
met up at 5 when it was supposed to be 430 at town.
walked, buke, bought slipaa then headed off to bugis.
bugis- to buy shorts. :)
along the way, people keep stepping on my slipa. tsk. takda mate peeeee?!
aiyooo. even anaa stepped on it. lols.
most powerful one was when boyf stepped on my lil toe.
lucky not cun2 on my blister. phewww.
thanks babe, for the wonderful, gerek dayyy:)
and boyf, thanks for fetching and lpaking and stepping my lil toe. HEH.

i'm trying to learn guitar chords. wow, so hard. :x need helpp.
boyf, bile nk teach nieee? :O

hmm, the whole house's tk tentu arah now. guess why?
cause there's been this uninvited guest staying over for so many days
and not even having the initiative to balik kampung.
wtf, still can get angry with us for scolding. chibzxzx.
she's the one who's in the wrong siolo. *pissed*
tsk. treat us like blardy fools.
she got to gooo.

kayy, im hungry. i wanna go mam sahurr. :)
happpy puase-ing! :)

2010-08-06T02:03:00.002+08:00

`some love is not love at all`

sometimes overload of emotions isnt that good. there are side effects ofc. feeling high; feeling down; pissed. every single one is tiring. but not the happy pill. the most tiring one is when you dont wanna feel it but it just smacks itself into your mind, heart, soul and body. it isnt something which you can erase from the memory like a camera/lappy. it just sticks there like a leech. something, just something to be reminded of eventho u're happy. it's there eventho u're not thinking bout it. now and then it'll just have this red alert shout out begging you to attend to it. when you do so, ur emotions get jumbled up and then make you feel more sad than angry/happy. things that happens. words that were spoken. might result in unwanted feelings. like jealousy. when you know u're not supposed to be feeling that way but you still have it locked inside your small heart. like doubt, it's there eventho u trust people. you can't control it. well, i can't but i'm trying. it's hard, but i'll do it. for the sake of myself so that i wont be feeling like shit most of the time. :')

2010-08-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

`PARTAY PARTY!`

Mr Hospitality^

-part of HS06.

two nights ago, we had that hospitality partyy.
it wassss joyyy . so much fun. i mean we danced, laughed, screamed till we almost lost our voice.
screamed cause we were cheering for robin who was eventually crowned mr H.
lost our voices, sempat minum air(like recharging); then continue screaming.
LMAO.
so overall, it was superb. didnt expect it to be fun. but due to HF being so high/hyper.
it contributes to the fun joy and laughter.
even played mumbo. many more pics at fb. lazy to kapok and post here.
went to tamp early the next morning; to accompany mummy to docs.
it reduced; syukur Alhamdulillah. :)
geylang's next destination. while eating, ppl were like looking at me and smiling to me.
like as if there's something funny on me gtk. tsk.
slept like a log just now. finaaly charged batt.
kay la, im gonna go off and talk to dear boyf. i miss him. ;(
AND HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY BABYBOY. ;)

it's okay to get jealous over stuffs. we both do. i dont know since when had i became so overly jealous. but i guess since i met you again. i dont have anyone to blame but myself. not you. it's probably due to the increasing level of sayang from me to you. maybe i'm just possessive or selfish enough to want you to myself. kawan sendiri pon blh jealous. lerrrr, tk masok akal can me. im getting more sensitive as time goes by. why? dont ask me. i dont know bout it. but i want you to know that i'm real sorry that i thought of impractical stuffs. i reeally love you; i've never had this feeling before. u said it urself. this feeling where ppl can also feel when they're with us. its a good feeling. i know that we've been having mini misunderstandings lately but we'll make it thru kay. thru thick and thin; we'll overcome it. promise me, we'll think happy thoughts together. hug our s.t together at night. have happy smiley chats. hold each other's hands everytime we walk. icecream and waffles together. basically all the happy ones; i'm willing to achieve it, if you'll do it with me. :)
i love you truckloads ali sent ;) from the bottom of my lil small heart. *loves*

2010-07-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

being the one who loves someone but that someone doesnt return back the feelings shucks big time. i mean, i can imagine the pain that u're going thru. eventho im not experiencing it now. i still feel sad for them as well. not proud nor anything, just wished for the better for all of those out there who's going thru this particular phase. when u know of someone's problems and u wanted to help but u couldnt really give any, really triple quadriple make urself feel useless know. but at least i hope it does give the person a sense of release after telling it to someone. probably not the best advise given but give it a try. just one try, that's all it takes. try to solve it, dont keep avoiding it. avoiding it= more heart pain. really. slowly let it go. give it time. u'll get thru day by day. even if u're not the type u tries, then take a risk. it doesnt hurt to do it for the first time. jiayou. have more faith in urself. :)

2010-07-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

matter's worse. just great, really.
so much for happy ending. amek kau nad, happy ending kebabai lu!
thought that it could be better. tapii. macam taik, know.
next time, anything happen, i'm gonna be the one who shuts myself in the corner.
i'm the peacemaker now, but i dont wanna be it anymore. it just sucks.
perkare yang tk buat saket ati, do so to urself. nk step pandai la lagi.
serious shit, i shouldnt bother next time. i know it'll be hard, but im willing to try. to avoid getting myself involved in things. and mostly avoid myself getting stuck in the middle with noone else with me. i wanna be the one who gets off that fence and just walk away freely. maybe i should. damn it. da amek my dinner then skrg tkd mood nk mkn. pdhal tadi, wow. laparr. fuck the feeling of being so shitty. just fuck it. im disappointed, really. thanks k. u've made my day.

2010-07-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

it's not that i'm ashamed of you guys. guessed i was just ashamed of myself. i keep thinking why am i not like krg? not afraid to voice out anything like just now. not afraid to fight back cause u're right. somehow, it affected me. in a way or another. eventho mmg tkd link langsung between tadi pny incident and this topic at hand. sigh. truthfully kan, i've been jealous of you. cause u seem to get more attention than me from them or anybody else. probably that's the reason why i worked hard. but sometimes, tkd effect pon. those 'left out' words always chases me around with a knife at hand. always gets to me eventho i shouldnt be feeling it at all. i feel like sometimes maybe i'm not good enough for you guys. i'm sorry i'm not what you wanted me to be. but i turned out being a timid person and bottling it up every single time till im left alone and get to let it out by doing something. i love you guys alot okayy. didnt meant what i said just now. *loves*

2010-07-24T00:55:00.001+08:00

`when i close my eyes`

few words to summarise my evening. = awesome evening/night with boyf! ;)
it was indeed a good one. no arguments nor lil tantrums(standard) hee.
i loikkeeee. no wrong. should be i love just now. *grins widely*
but before that, had macro meeting :) lucky all were in a great mood. pheww. fun. :D
we did all the stuffs. yay. another load off my shoulder. well not yet la. but soon.
ali baba= genie *inside joke* :D
so as per usual, boyf & me didnt have a destination in mind. indecisive people lah we both.
so we did an unusual thing; look at the mrt stops and randomly decide then and there.
ended up, either orchard or cityhall.
due to some stuffs, cityhall was it.
walked to suntec, yami yogurt. :)
marina square; arcade. played the 'hit the machine buttons like a retard' game. haha!
now i have a tiny blueblack near my hand. hoho. dont care. cause it was fun. ;)
then ate and off to esplanade rooftop. (someone's first time there) :D
watched the scenery and talked. plus watched a free 'proposal' show. cute sia they all.
till can lose the ring. *aww pity* but lucky them.
romantic kan. but i dont needa ask for more. get what i mean.
i'm glad and thankful for what i have now. rather than be greedy and then lose it all kn.
i wish it was like this everyday. then all happy moments.
kay lahh, gonna go off and berjiwang with bsb songs. hahah! *recalls memories*
and chat with ali babaa. ;)

to those who recently got their hearts broken, cheer up okayy.
like someone said, u need rain and also the sun to see a rainbow. it's the same.
u gotta go thru heartbreaks to find the right one.
i know its hard, i've been there & done that. but i know u'll make it thru.
slowly, pelan2 kayuh. dont rush into forgetting that person.(who's the basket person)
rant your feelings to someone, dont bottle it up like me. lols. cause it'll hurt more.
if it helps, rawr it to that person's face. make basket person feel guilty. or if you're the slutty kind then make the basket person regret that he shouldnt have let you go and make him want you. after, you can do back the things that he did to you. like karma. oops, that's bad. forget i said that. lols
jiayou kayy. i know you can. cause i have faith in everyone even if they themselves look down on their own selves. not everyone's perfect. correction, nobody's perfect. you just gotta be patient and then you will find the people/guy/girl who is/are willing to accept your imperfections as one of your good points. trust me.

2010-07-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

`i'll never let another teardrop fall`

gahhh, sengau la pulak skrg. :(
flu alll the wayy, mane gerek seh gini. tsk.
flu bug's passed around in class. hoho.
even before marketing presentation, also have the time to sneeze3.
lerrrr. baby elephant.
so yeah. bsa then presentation and make up session. all didnt ringan2kn tangan to apply make up.
standard, lazy + tired. but had one with boyf.
kesian, jadi owl sejap. hahaha.
ice cream and peanut butter waffles are loved.
i want somemore! pretty please. :)
*loves*

and to that dearest friend of mine, please please cheer up.
u've gotta lock that space where the shadows come up into ur mind.
u know we're here right, even if we have others to support us from behind.
we'll be ur support. u've gotta have faith alright.
and u didnt lose me. at most if u did ignored me for the whole day, i would do the same.
but that didnt count as almost lose. chill kayy. :)

ohh and someone, *hints to xf* had a happy moment just now. ahha. super funny but cute la.
saw her smileyy then she went omg omg! i was about to laugh my ass off cause her voice was loud. confirm chop can hear one. then finally finaally she got to know his name.
happy girl indeed till she had some terlajak moments due to being so happy.
HOHO.

and hudz, she asked why i was sad. lols, i wasnt cause it was the flu that made my eyes teary and droopy. but thanks babe. today wear like professional loh. HEHE. :)

kay im done. flu's been acting up crazily. irritz.

2010-07-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

`are you gonna let me in`

finally, macdee just arrived. wooohooo.
thinking bout it makes me hungry like nuts.
todayy was ssooooo project dayy.
all last min assignments. lucky managed to get thru it and now i'm relaxing.
been listening to backstreet boys songs.
veryyy soothing, really. bring back memories to zaman kentalan too
happily never after= best.
:)
it's been only two days not meeting boyf.
it feels weird. cause used to him fetching me/ lepak-ing with him.
i wont deny the fact that i miss him la. that's standard.
but add in that he's sick. that + miss = worried.
gahhh. so many days already. cm btol2 serious gtk.
mcm mane nie. da la die muntah all food out. lagi teruk. :(
sigh. hope pray hard he'll get better sooon, pretty sooonnnn.
*loves*
i miss ryan. and amir, and idzul and ana.
bile blh pergi melacca. after exams, confirm. hoping**
kay off to sleeping cause boyf's waiting. hug naddy for extra boost of strength! :) hee.

2010-07-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

`that's alright because i love the way it hurts.

gahhh. i forgot what i wanted to post after cracking my head about what to write on that octopus article. grrrr.
ohh wells, todayyy was oh so not the day that went according to plan.
i was supposed to do tutorials. skali last minute, have to do research on marketing.
ya alerrr. stress dibuatnye. naseb tk kene reject.
at least it didnt affect my meeting with boyf sentelur. (hahah)
understanding btol, accompany me study. *correction, do homework* ;)
oh ya not forgetting yesterday where we ate like almost 3 meals in school. and then for me, 1 meal at home cause my tummy growled. alaaahhh, makin gemookkkk la nieee. :(
needa go on diet! naseb fasting month coming, yay hudz and me can finally cut down on food.
heheh. :)
kay la, better go. boyf waiting for me. :)

tido cepat tau HUDZ, LINDO & XF! :D

those words were meant from me to you. not my past. just you.

2010-07-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

`growing up wont bring us down`

i'm supposed to be doing stats tutorial now but grrr. lazyy mode on the go.
so probably do tmr. malas malas malas, hey!
anyway, i just have the urge to go everywhere.
walk everywhere, slacking and such.
its so boring doing projectts and projects and projects only.
sleeping time pon disrupted.
ape daaa.
i wanna be able to fly kite at marina,
watch the sunset/sunrise.
count stars/star gazing.
walk along beaches.
watch movies, without having to worry about anything else.
wow, that would have to wait till hols. :)
ohhh yaa. not forgetting, stats presentation was a *pheww* success.
even when i had the shaky feeling before.
hehee. im proud of myself. :)
kay la. doneeee.
byeeeeee chinonehhs.

`i love the way he holds my hand;firm but at the same time gentle.
the way he says ily sincerely. the way his eyes lit up when he smiles.
the way he does things that comfort me in a way or another.
even when he's jealous(cause that shows he care).
even when we had little arguments.
but last and most importantly, i love you for you. :)))
*loves*

2010-07-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

`the great divide.`

sis intro me to a song which totally stucked into my head yest.
but it really describe you both. :)
send it to him.
anyway, i've been stressing over the past week. idk why.
probably cause of the ton loads of projects.
but luckily, i've done all the hwks.
i should be feeling good and relaxing now.
however, i feel weird la cause i dont do anything.
lerrr, ade hwk, susah. tkde hwk pon susah.
apeee je nadziii.
again, just finished webcamming with him.
hahaa, suke nah buat lawak tau that boy.
but the drawing parts were the best. haha. up to our imagination.
:)]}
hopefully he plays for tmr's match. :)
& thanks you guys for accompanying me watch:)
LOVES.
and hudzz, yay. for the confession and woohoo for gaining your happiness back.
like we said, we're still here.
lastly, i love annoying sis, lind, hudz, xf and him with the despicable me thingy.
hahahahh!
:D

2010-06-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

kay, i just have the urge to post. i seriously think im having a major feelings crisis. i mean like one point of time, i can be really happy. then another, really shittyy. like just now. where i randomly got this sudden stress attack due to the piles of projects that are needed to be completed. plus the fact that there's some people ruining our plans. sigh. orang2 gini la yang selalu buat hidup susah. i hope, pretty really hope that i can finish all the projects before time. and not have that sudden crazy stress attack again. it makes me feel sooo jumbled up till i cant do a single thing straight. naseb now okayy. thanks to those who made me laughed. im happy for now :')

2010-06-24T00:43:00.003+08:00

first time ever that something like that happened. seriously no joke.
sigh. i feel sooo haywired and lost for a mo just now.
at one time being happy and at another vice versa.
but thanks to those who comforted me.
esp to my babes and dude.(rachel and M included)
like lind says 'human nature, i guess. laugh too much alrd, so must cry a lil. balance of energy.'
like hudz says 'it's normal cos we are growing teen girls that half of the time gets unreasonably emotional'
and like xuef says 'just rant at me, i'm willing to be your listening ear.'
i just realised that there are people who care. thanks seriously.
i appreciate it alot. makes me feel better.
love you guys. :)

`i missing you barley. (probably the reason why i broke down. maybe. idk.)

2010-06-23T01:25:00.001+08:00

alahmak, the stupid photobucket dont wanna save my art piece. chiiiizxzxzxx. grrr. u better save it when i do it again for the 3rd time tmr.!

2010-06-22T21:38:00.007+08:00

`stuck in the moment with you`

let's see. sat-mon, mummy and sis went to melacca. again without me.
but at least got borong for me :) thankyouuu.
so practically all 3 days, bought dinner for daddy.
and on sun, at least boyf accompanied me to have dinner.
tk lah lonely sgt kn. hahaa.
so on mon, had stats meeting then afterwards, went out with boyf to vivo.

to watch she's outta my league. it was a sweet movie. :) then walked ard.
ate dinner and off to tpy to buy makan for sis and mum.
afterwards, he sent me home. skali ard 15 mins later, he asked to meet me again at the staircase. lols, kate rinduu. hahaa. cause next day, he's going to penang.
so now, he's otw there la. gahh. 5 days man. :(
and it was sorta a bad night to end with yest due to some incident.
made a friend pissed off. but cant blame that person la. both parties also in the wrong.
soooo, today, met xueffy and wanted to do some stuffs. but end up sleepy.
decided to go play swing
once again, it's always when we are there that our problems were forgotten for a mo.
and that's where xf told me bout ehem ehem and ehem. it was a good feeling to have a good friend to talk with cause our minds thinks alike.:D
(swing swing!)
anw, i just hope this people *looks down*
(lindo, xueffy and hudz)
will become BFF till whenever.
i hope, we'll get closer and closer and not drifting apart.
even if there's conflicts / misunderstandings.
*prays hard*
love you all like sistas.

*looks at first pic, wishing that the 5 days will pass very fast*

hoho. kay done.
take care dudes and dudette. it's time to cherish the ones that you love before it's too late.
:)

2010-06-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

`lindo, nadzi, xueefy & hudzz`~

hohooo, just came back from ton.

eh, i mean HF1006 had a bbq last night. then we ton-ed

and poofff~ the next morning we had two project meetings back to back.

wow. such an accomplishment. cause didnt sleep a wink last night.

first time.! maybe cause it was just so uncomfortable.

but luckily i had him to accompany me. yay. he didnt sleep too. aww.

they all lahh, kapok my ground sheet when actually 3 people can fit in and sleep.

and even when we bought extra mats just for them. cheeseecake btol.

hahah! but no offense la. so due to no space, we had to lpak at the concrete bench.

oucchhhh, painnnnn. tried lying down on the lap and sleep also buttock so pain.

irrits know.

but anyway, bbq was successful. satay was power sweet man.

and i had my goal achieved for the night

which was night star gazing! wooootsssss!

it was a pretty night with many many clouds so we ended up drawing out shapes from them

creativity babe. hahha! stars weren't that obvious; play hide and seek with me somemore.

*grins* but i liikkkkeeeeee, i want more of those outings. kan best!

so yeahhh, thought could nap for an hour at 6am(cause there was suddenly space in between hudz and lind) but then drizzle la pulak.

and it became heavy rain with strong wind.

so breakfast, and rushed to sch. wow. flood siol.

like that la. penat kn.

stats then macro project. finally at 4 plus we finished.

(needed toothpick to open my eyes. it was that heavy. no la. jk only)

so yeaaahhh, 5- 9 plus slept like a log. serious K.O!

later also sure same case. lols

ooohhhh, not forgetting.

`to the people who attended/and tonn too, thanks for coming and cooking the food.

`M and serene, thanks for the lame-ness as always, and taking jacket and entertaining:)) hee.

`lindo, hudz and xueefy, yay. fun night with you threee. gereeeekkk.

(night gazing, bike cycling, free show infront of us and moreeeeee)

`to him, thanks kay b for coming. wootts, had fun eventho was sleepy and just sitting down talking. love ya.

more outings like this, i hope. *grins widely plus happy dance*

kay lahh, knock out time soon.

take careeeee semua!

2010-06-05T17:41:00.003+08:00

`best i ever had`

i didnt believe then that there's still some guys who's willing to just fetch and send a girl home then go back to where they were before that(which is troublesome).
but then just now, i started believing it.
funny how everytime the first time is with him.
like 1st bf, 1st to be broken by me, 1st to have the look that says ily when he stares into my eyes, etc.
im falling deeply for him sia. (if u get what i mean)
and its so unexpected lah can. ;)
so many ppl didnt expect it to be like this.
even those yg ex-ftp that found out. lols.
esp today, where we saw many ex-ftp ppl when otw to interchange.
woahh. lerrrr.
anw, project meeting today was oh so fast.
thought finished at 6 but 4pm we're done.
then he fetched me, and went off.
so now i'm home feeling sleepy when im supposed to do poa and macro tut.
ngantokkk nyeeee! *yawns*
k lahh, nnt tkleh tgk down with love. better chiong.
:D
byeeeeeee chinonehhs.

2010-06-01T20:48:00.002+08:00

`that should be me:)`

hohoo, that should be me is like stucked in our heads since the last few days
of course, a day without singing it with my sweet kaki-s mmg tk sah.
even if we sound like katak-s(but i doubt so) or it rained afterwards.
heee, hudz ever said; in our clique the 3 is different, only 1 similar.
oopps; :x luckily, i understand. phewwww. :))
love krg lah sehhh; starting to get closer like the start. *thumbs up*
recalls
'yupi gummy burger*horn horn*, yupi gummy pizza*spins*, yupi gummy bear *bear ooh,scary*'
LMAO.
weeehh. as for tests, 2 down, 4 more to go. jy people.
been two days straight that he's been fetching and sending me home from mrt station to home sweet home.
even when i was masam after frisbee yest.
and 1june2010 the official one. <3
kate je malu pdhal, tgk cm steady pom pi pi je.
penipu halam btol(accent cina speaking malay)
hah!
and xf, hudz, linden. hope you guys find your special someone soon to share with too.
jy! you know i'll be there ;))
kay lah, gotta go study bsw. ciaooo. *happy*

2010-05-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

`every night has its stars`

imma happy girl.
just got back from meeting him.
heh. happy + gerek.
but then i thought if people were to have great feelings for each other,
their hearts will like beat faster or something like that?
sighh, guess different people different effect kan?
i'll just trust him that he feels what he said he feels.
i keep thinking bout negative stuffs;i dont know why.
but i guess that's what happens if u let ur mind wander tk tentu psl.
cheesecake btol.
anyway, moving along.
everyone's having their own good times.
all progressing with their own 'ehem ehem's
cute kan. lmao.
all grinn-y moments.
back to laughing laugh laugh times.
as usual, badot sarcas when we wanna be.
weeeee*loves*
hmm, ICA coming next week and the next. hrp2 can take it luhh.
*prays hard*
then it'll be holidayyyyy! wooots.
i feel like going sheeshaa. hahahaaa. kay random.
da lahh, nk rehat.
takee care krg2.
:)

2010-05-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

`can't stop won't stop, i must be dreaming.`

greatt, now i feel like shit. fuck cb knn. *swears so many more*
its not cause im angry at what she said but it's cause i felt guilty
it wasnt supposed to make you feel that way.
pls dont feel like you dont belong.
damn, i promised myself i dont wanna make anyone especially one of my close friends to feel this way cause i've experienced it. and it sucked badly.
fuck lahh, now i've broken that promise to myself.
ohhhhh goddd, i didnt plan to make one of my close friends to cry.
especially not cause of us. damnnnn. knn cb.
ahhhhhhhhhh! *guilty*
i wanna us to be able to sing our favourite songs together again.
the maine, airplanes song.
playing frisbee together.
laughing our ass off at some lil thing.(not only a laughing tool but a really good laughter)
talking bout hot stuff.
signalling for hot stuff.
eye- signalling.
expression reading.
telepathy.
thinking alike, same comments bout some matter.
all of those are like the best times in school that i look forward to.
every single sec, min, day, month, year.
whatever it takes to make our friendship closer. and bond more.
love you like 'tonnes, gazillion bulldozers crash also can't break it'
that's the same as the other two close friends.
sorry okayy babe. for making you feel like that.
that heart- tearing feeling. fuck, i hate that feeling.
really am.
we'll be okayy right ?
pls dont say anything bad.
i feel reallyyyyy guiltyyyyy.
love ya babe. and i care for you. smile for me kayy. <3

2010-05-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

`well, i'm happy, he's happy`

i don't know why today was kinda a suay day for us.
us; those close ones. eg xf.
it wasn't our daily high day and not even one loud laughter was heard from us.
i mean, there was but those laughter or smiles didnt reach our eyes.
they said i had a sad face since starting.(really meh?)
probably cause i didnt have the mood to be happy.
it was supposed to be a happy happy day for us but nahhhh.
music blasting in our heads when we had break.
luckily, there was someone where i could turn to.
and he tried making me smile; but failed miserably.
it was sweet of him to be that worried.
awww(*loves)
basically, due to those no mood feelings, marketing project wasnt done.
not even one word typed.
end up, xf wanted to swing away those bad feelings.
well, i did too; so went to the swing area near my place.
swing swing; talk talk till our feelings gradually subside.
finally xf got to meet him & mus.
can't recognise huh, xuef. *grins*
and that somebody pon ade(sape lagi if not my enemy yg tk mkn meat, qam)
cheese. then some stuff happened,
& i got no cheeky smile that he usually give.
:((( sigh. nvm. still got other days.
wanted to throw frisbee then mummy called to go home.
end up, day gone. without any cheeky smile = miss him more.
goshhh, head over heels agaknye. grrrr.
but i like:)

so xf, i had the most fun swinging time with you. swing swing; more info about each other; forgets the feelings= not being sad/moody. i guess its a new way to get rid of our problems or feelings next time. & thanks for agreeing with me bout him:) cheer uppp! <3

linden, dont think bout negative stuffs. jiayooo. push it away, lock it inside some pirate chest and throw the key into somewhere you wont find. try to control that negative feeling that u suddenly have okayy? you know we're here whenever you need our ears/ advice alright? <3

but anyway, i want those laugh till tummyache moments again, SOON! cheer upp kayy. :)
so basically this post is kinda emo, or should i say depressing but what to do kn.
*grins*

2010-05-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

`and if i call your name, will you please stand up`

just finished webcamming with him :)))
HOHO, it was funnyy. but comell.
still cant believe that we both lost contact and then now we meet again.
it's true lahh then, kter pon tk tawu what will happen in future.
it's like dejavu all again but a better one(hope soo)
so basically, every single day was 'stay out late' days.
mon, wed frisbeee(tuh confirm lambat)
then tues, thurs and fri lepakks. i think lahh.
frisbee on wed(i think ) was gerek, cause we went to mac's to chill and joke ard.
*hot stuffs* lmao
tues did bsw with xf. thurs study with him. fri kfc with hudaa and riyann.
all gerek.
wootts:D
but however, i usually dread sat sun cause we have this 'gotta finish' pile of hwks every weekend
and noww, add more projects.
wahhh taik siol, so manyyy but sooo lil timeeeeee!
:((
tkp2, can do it. jiayooo.
anyway, i've gotta start thinking bout bsw. so that by wed, we could show teacher or smth.
kay lahh, off to thinking(if nothing distracts me)
heeee.
take careee, people.
:DDD

2010-05-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

'outta my league'

every single day was extremeee knock out.
i mean due to my body clock which still havent tune in.
every night confirm sleepy but mls to sleep(got such thing meh?)
sooo at least sleep ard 12 plus plus, wake up sure 6 plus
makkk oiii, penat ke peee.
frisbee's been awesome but byk pressure lahh
(sume pro, kter je yg tk sgt)
and i hate it when the girls get rough, dammnn, really bulldozer sia(cb)
cheeseeecakke btolll!
but i have my gerek kaki-s(or isit kaki gerek-s?) to play frisbee with.
*woootts*
hmmm, actually lah kan, sume okayy cume just sometimes i get this fish look that someone gave, wahhhh irrits ke pe.
but ohh weelllls, its okayyy. tk kesahh.
give me that look all you want, you are sooo welcome.
kayy lahh, wanna off to bedd soon
(my 'soon' is soo gonna be 12 plus)
heee, :o
nightts and sweett dreammss dudes dudettes:))
frisbee tmr:) yay.

2010-04-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

'and i'll run, have a little faith in me'

everyone didnt have the mood todayy.
it was indeeed a suckky one cause there wasnt any bonding and laughing moments
i want those peaceful yet happening class moments again
*sighs*
cant this just be over, like right now?
i hate it when we're falling apart.
it's not a good feeling, plus the bad feelings i've been having just now
goshhh.
everyone has their good and bad points.
it's just a matter of whether you wanna accept them or not.
sighhh.

2010-04-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

these first few days have been filled with lectures, tutorials and such

but mostly with fun, joy & laughter.

well not forgetting the camwhoring part

wow, anytime can sia.

as long as have a camera, then there you go

confessions of many kind were exposed.

all amusing muchh.

many many nicknames.

many kaki-gossip

fuhh, the guys lau da start gossip, kalahkn ppm oii.

hahaaa. but at least we share the same view.

it was cool uhh. guys getting real well with the girls

bestt taw

first outing was fruitless. but still fun

cause shutter island wasnt much of a thriller.

but the united-ness was gerek.

and today we had this stupid, crazy incidents where we cracked up till it hurts

tree, chair and mrt

tulahh ketawekn org lahh, aku yg kene last2.

bastards. lols

all blur siol.

kay da lah. im gonna off sooon.

take careee. :))

2010-04-17T17:00:00.002+08:00

`love is all you need`

nyp hospitality & tourism 1006'10!

last wed was indeed a crazily fun one
you know why?
cause went sentosa-ing with the babes.
*drum rolls* they are kyla, aish & syasya
sume sexyy ehh ehh.
hahaa
havent ask kyla to send pics yet. soon k :)
thought i would be a lobster after. but didnt
cause it started to drizzle. but for a while onlyyy lahh.
not much sun, thank god.
lepaks at vivo sky garden
makan. till super full.
the next day, it was orientation.
only god knows how nervous i was.
goshh, luckily xf was in the same class(tk lonely sgt. heh)
and we start warming up to new friends.
byk emo but not too bad ler.
the next day yg kecoh habes!
esp towards the end.
yg emo2 sumer(fuh) turn to chatterbox siool.
hahaa.
danced. watched talent show. human train.
tuh lagi kecoh.
ran at full speed skali stop. ape lag, mcm domino uh kte.
*lmao*
found out that two of the classmates are mixed blood so far.
one thai-chinese, another mala-nese like me
hee.
style kn kn.
rushed off to jo's place.
M says she missed me huh.*honoured*
lols.
ard 11 plus, reached home.
kay lahh, just hope these 3 years will be full of fun joy and laughter
and not conflicts (cause that sucks pretty badly)
take careee chinonehs.

2010-03-27T08:23:00.003+08:00

i thought yest i was gonna be mad at him but then it turns out not really.
i knew it was gonna happen anyway, sooner or later.
i was sorta prepared for what will happen.
yes it was heartbreaking but i can manage.
and no, i'm not over him yet.
even if i cant, i'll just keep that bottled up.
but i know i will, time will tell.
and it's the memories that lasts.
good, bad even, all.
im glad for everything.
there will be happy endings, somehow.
just be patient:))
i wont forget you. (that's a plus sign)

2010-03-23T07:23:00.002+08:00

`just fall into place and you'll fall into me`

pictures from exactly last wed when we went out

now, babe you can ask for it. sorry ye lambat.

heh

anyways, nothing much really happened during these last two weeks

most exciting was last sat and yesterday

last sat cause we(sis & me) had to give tuition to dearest cousin

i had a lil trouble sleeping the last night cause i was afraid that he won't understand what i teach

but then when i really started teaching after about 30mins of them(aunt & him) having a 'minichat'

it was pretty much alright but i had a lil trouble giving him examples

ye lahh, org da lame tk pegang buku, mmg uh gnk jadinye!

lols.

somehow i thought any kind of tuitions are boring

but this particular one was kinda fun, really.

and no, im not joking!

had a break by eating ice cream that we bought

tige2 saket, weather sejok tapi tetap makan icecream

lerrrr. hahaa!

initially wanted to go giant(or is it ikea??) but then ended up at qiji(is that how u spell it?)

to eat nasi lemak(yum!) and thenn talking bout paranormal stuff

dari tempat pack to almost empty, just by talking bout it

andd i became lame(didnt know i could but maybe i was freaked out)

'his watch died cause his aura just did'

inside lame joke of mine

hahaaa!

after, we bused down to home sweet home!

yest, went to meet mummy and sis at novena.

ate at fork and spoon, bought yummy yogurt and choco balls

uhuhhhh bestt!

had a hair cut(was unexpected decision) and now i miss my long hair!

but it'll grow so it's okayy

:))

i couldn't stay up till 4/5am just now like last two nights

don't know why but yeah

hmm, kay lahh imma off to watch a movie then i'll tuck back into lala-land!

byeeeee, chinonehs

:)))

just as i expected, he didn't respond that much.

but i dont really care(do i??)

and i sometimes wish i had more times like the one on sat(with cousin and aunt) with other cousins, but i guess that wont happen(?) cause it never will(somehow).

2010-03-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

`it's gotta be you!`

exactly last wed, went out with the sweethearts above

(kyla, syasya & aish)

met up at cityhall, ate lunch at ljs, bought doughnuts.

then headed to marina barrage.

from there, camwhored, doughnuttt-eating, water-splashing, kite-seeing, lepak-ing

til about 10.

wanted to lepak still at cityhall, but it was too late.

kene catch the last bus mahh.

lols, but it wassss superbb, tidak joking.

on sat evening, was off on a bus to melacca

off to singapore on monday evening

the kiddo-s were super nakal, as usual.

amir & idzul were fighting most of the time, and saying 'nk turon bukit,nk turon bukit!'

ryan was always running all over the place once his shoes are on

and we had to kejar like as in we running after a chicken that's gonna be sembelih

lolss

the house was still in construction.

fam slept side by side in the hall.

and somehow, the whole house(which consists of uncle's fam and nek ngah)

were full of flu-infected people! the next morn

kekek lah seh

on the way back to singapore at woodlands, we were talking

then i said, eh, police cokkang sehh to sis

somehow we were laughing and surprise2, the two policemen we were referring to looked our way

as if they knew what we were talking, pdhal jauh seh distance between us

tapi cutee uhh. heehee

tues night bus-ed to doc's

sis and me were sick, both the same

only, i got the fever.

tapi saket2 the next day kter due2 kuar

accompanied sethee to take her lenses at amk then off to bishan

lepak, camwhored, gossiped as usual. heh

reached back home about 6plus

both balek siang, when mum ask why so siang, we said saket mah tuh psl

hahaa.

someone has a date lah seh, right this moment!*grins* curious aku dibuatnye

someone else ajak ble mau lepak(unexpected lah sehh)

dad's playing all the old songs on the stereo, sdap jgkk

and sometimes, it triggers some memories

kay luhh take care yeeeeeeee, lovelies!

:))))))))

2010-03-08T18:15:00.000+08:00

'you're like a bullet, boy, to my heart'

went out with sethee on last sat to watch alice in wonderland at bishan
due2 lambat mcm pakat plak. maklom luhh, tdo lmbt
hah!
i think the movie's good, in the fantasy kinda way.
i like it tho.
after movie, train-ed to town. jalan2 luhh!
ard 6 plus, lepaks at taka till 10
it was a gerek time
talked and camwhored cm gler
from the time there's noone beside, till everywhere were filled with mats minahs
wow, i sooo loveee their shrieks*roll eyes*
at 10, head to the train station.
on the way there, this two mats were following us.
we walked fast then slow then fast then slow, they did the same
it was freakish but kekek
hah.
luckily they're gone when we board the train. pheww
and todayy, went to beach rd, geylang and then to lavendar.
with sis and mumm
penat oit
tmr's gonna go for health check up.
lerrr, lecehh uhh the enrolment package
so many things to fill up.
once in a while, its fine
gonna meet up with kyla & syasya soon
*grins*
kay luhh, im off now
take care sumer!

2010-02-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

`i need you to know that you can let go`

goshh, i really miss this cute yet nakal kid.
ler, bile nk aleq melacca lagi nie?!?!
tkp2, it doesnt hurt to wait somemore.
anyway, turned 17 on tues. it was indeed a nice one
but i cant wait till 18 kot, mungkin lag meriah. mane tawu
hah!
got a birthday feast on 25th instead
thanks mummy:))
and those for the wishes
there wasnt much activities so far, as usual.
all i know is that supernatural romance books are taking its toll on me lately
interesting and gerek.
heh, jadi bookworm sjap.
moving along, fam went to airport yest
i realised that we were in diff places of the airport
dad in t1;working, sis in t2; studying while me and mum in t3;relaxing at the fountain.
its a good place to feel at ease, really
who knows u might catch the eyes of hot 'mat saleh'-s
heh
kay luh, gotta go off now. waiting for mummy to wake up from nap
then can go library, or i might just go alone and enjoy:))
take care dudes, dudettes

somehow, 'you can let go by backstreet boys' is stuck in my head

2010-02-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

`the story left untold, better than you know`

i know, laugh uh if u want to.
nie luh case org yg da tkd keje naen.
lols.
eventho everyday online, tk post2.
malas sungguh!
mls2 pon sempat keluar
went to help aunt on thurs in selling.
gerek but unfortunately sjok gler
saw someone who i didnt expect when otw home
glance then second look, i didnt know it could make my heart go fast
pe jek. weird sgt
ape lag, jln lag cpat uhh.
hah.
went out on a shopping spree on sat at vivo
fuhh, tried alot of clothes ler, skali only some were chosen.
thanks mumsy:)
sun came and poof, we forgotten to go one of the weddings
on the bright side, tky tgk butt jab;pheww.
heh
just came back from meeting aunt & cousin at ps
they're suggesting i give tuition to him
lerrr, my otak karat alrd sehh. but i'll try if it's still on.
kay luhh, off to crime-watching:)
take care dudes, dudettes
\m/

2010-02-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

'sing this lovesick melody'

it's been weeks since i've posted
didnt even realised it.
well, chalet was okayy.
slacking near the pool at night till morn
plus swimming was the most gerek!
it was on sat when i had a shock
someone sent a text. unexpected gler pny
da lame seh. aiyo. mcm2
so far, these few days have been homely
novena, books, texting, lappy, mayday parade.
all on repeat.
oh, gonna be off to m'sia for next two days
so yeah, take care krg:)
and kyla, we'll be meeting soon ye. same sch:))
heh
and minah, jgn mepek ye pat blog. hahaaaaa. 'like a sick dog'
lols. tk sangke eh, org tuh touched by my post ari tuh:))))))
but u will kay.

2010-01-18T14:54:00.002+08:00

`once upon a time, i didn't give a damn`

i didnt realise till just now that cleaning up the house
was tiring but surprisingly satisfying.
lols, entah ape sot, smpi kemas cm gler.
anyway, been long(super) since i signed in to blogger
overall, results were unexpected but im happy
hopefully i can get what i want for the choices
meanwhile, im stuck at home doing nothing but movie marathon
nk kuar, mls plak.
but its fun luhh.
gonna have class chalet soon.
hrp2 tk boring cm selalu. maen mahjong je.
and confirm tkleh tdo. naseb ad ipod to accompany
phewww, selamat.
kay luhh gonna go off movie marathon again. lols
take care & enjoy ur hols, dudes &dudettes
:D

"keep your heart ...and don't give it away....that is for another time...
if you give it...then if things don't work out....it will be horrible"
-cuteboy(:

and minah,
i know one day, u'll find someone better than N.
maybe even cuter & sweeter than 'three'.
insyaALLAH.
have faith, don't give up.
jiayo!
i know u can (:

2010-01-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

it's funny(yet freaky) how my family
gets signals before something bad happen
like yest, sis got this huge bad feeling
& dad saw some kelibat-s in the house.
& today, family was told that our chi relative
passed away yest morning.
gosh, it makes me feel odd cause i'm never the one having those
eventho i dont wanna see anything.
lemah semangat oii.
however, i'm thankful for it.

2010-01-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

'can you take me back to the person i used to be, back when u were there for me'

it's been pretty busy.

since i got back from melacca on the 28th dec.

two days after, went out with the babes to watch couple's retreat.

gerek!

for the first time didnt went countdown

but stayed at home with family.

it was great.

superb.

like sis, i still dont know what's my new year resolutions yet.

just hope 2010 will be an awesome one.

i've been busy using sis's lappy these few days.

thanks for it.

i really hope, that prayer of urs come true eh minah.

so that blh kcw2.

hee.

kay luh.

gonna go off.

take care to all lovely badots!

somehow, 31 dec 2009 is a special day.

2009-12-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

`Goodbye skyline, I'll be just fine.`

few days back, on tues.
went cycling at east coast

with my dearest best gf(aka badot), shamin
4 hours of cycling again.
lepaks and recalled our memories together.
the rest of the babes couldnt come due to reasons
but two of us da kecoh.
was supposed to meet ash on fri but gave it a miss.
grabbed the opportunity to go escape theme park
with shamin
heh, eventho it was small plus looks boring
to us, it was super gerek
top three rides were:
go-kart

pirate ship

wet & wild
da basah, kering, kering, basah aleq
shiok!
then min went to play ball aka hamster ball
till pening

& everytime we went on any rides, sure ketawe cm gler
like really really ketawe okay!
just by looking at each other, cm badots entertaining plak
hahaaa.
but really gerek!
& playfully take photos at you know where(looks at tag)

looks like lalat sunglasses
hee
go out soon again kay babe
:D
fast forward, today
went to take religious class results
woah, happy
congrats to kyla for 1st position ye
last year katekan
will sure miss FLKY
tkp, jumpe soon:D
ohh && in two days time i'm off to melacca
till sun!
cant wait

kay luhh off to uploading pictures on fb.
take care, happy holidays!
:D

2009-12-11T02:14:00.001+08:00

`baby, maybe you've got nothing to lose`

2 days ago,
wait, actually it's 3 days ago since it's alrd 2.14am.
went out with sethee to watch new moon.
jacob's hott. but the movie was alright.
not up to expectation.
trained to town then to vivo.
lpaks, plus camwhore.

but most photos with sethee
:D

the next day,
met up with my babes(in those photos above above) after 1 yr not meeting
shamin & ambigai went to watch new moon first
on the way to town, me and faz got lost
pe da, singaporean pon tk tawu jln pat town
joker seh.
lols
talked, laughed & camwhore at BK(shamin's fav place)
people were looking at us while we laughed
kecoh gler eventho only 4 of us
met up with samm but ambi had to go off
trained down to cityhall and walked to esplanade.
ape lag, bbual like nobody's business uhh
had super loads of fun, joy and laughter while taking photos
and recalling the memories that we had.
actually planned to go cycling but postponed.
due to work for them.
nevermind, next week can.
hee, cant wait to see you babes.
u girls just make my day.
weee
kay luhh, take care dudes & dudettes.

2009-12-04T17:28:00.002+08:00

`something wrong with living life like this`

gosh, i should've been out at this time.
but due to raining, new moon was postponed to tuesday
malas katekan.
hahaa
practically, been out this week non-stop
mon's to tuition,
tues's rest,
wed's out with mummy to meet khaliq and to doc's
yesterday, went to pasir ris to cycle wit some class guys and jo
it was indeed fun but at some point nothing much to do
walked around aimlessly like badots
hahaa
oh and took 88 from pasir ris inter to our homes.
almost got headache, long journey seh
:D
so yeahh, i want to go cycling again; but with more gerek ppl
tk puas uh cause tk dpt race sgt
lols
nevermind, i know next week sure will cycle again
confirm chop 100% pny
heh
:D
kay luh, off to play & play &play.
take careeeeeeeee!

2009-11-23T20:47:00.003+08:00

`pour some sugar on me`

last thursday, it was supposed to be cycling day
but then it rained super heavily by the time we reached parkway
so went to eat while waiting for rain to stop
in the end it continued;
got bored but sethee decided to go karaoke.
off we went to sing our lungs out
unfortunately, ordelia n jaslyn had to go off first
so left me and sethee.
wahh, we chiong all the songs and sang till our voices a lil like rockers
but not the trok kind luhh
hahaa, sume lagu pilih rock pny seh
but it was such a blast
naen kali go again ehh.
:D
spent studying on fri and sat for ugame test
then finally. done.
no more tests!
gerek ke pe
i'm just waiting to go melacca
bring it on!
:D
i hope you guys are enjoying your hols,
take caree dudes & dudettes.

2009-11-17T00:49:00.002+08:00

`the sweetest dream will never do`

just came back from jamming.
they jam, we watch and listen
but it was kinda cool
despite the room being cram.
it was hilarious when he had to repeat and repeat
like badot seh.
hahaaa.
your friend's comment tk perlu eh.
lols
goshh, in and out just now.
morning for 'tuition'; well sort of but we lpak alot luhh
first session katekan.
then evening jamming.
overall, gerekk.
:D
ohh and sejarah test finally over;
woohoo, naseb kacang.
psl first time bace over and over smpi sian.
lols.
kay luhh off to do stuffs but not sleep.
tc korang

2009-11-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

`I've only got forever and forever is fine`

i think he's just kidding himself
to deny he doesnt like that girl no more
but sometimes, it's the past that makes us not wanting to accept
to only forget; to keep it inside; to cry silently by yourself

to *insert name*,
i guess it's time for you to let go
but by finding a girl to be your girlfriend just to help you forget her
is sooo pathetic. she has feelings too, you know.
she isnt one of the toys that you pick up when you need it,
and throw when you dont.
just get up and i'm sure next time when you fall,
there's someone to catch you;to reach out and help you up.
i know you can, but you needa have a lil faith in yourself

& i feel like i'm missing someone;
but i dont know who.
sheeshh.

2009-11-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

'You would've given anything to have someone'

it's only been one day after o's
but then it feels soooo weird;not having to stress bout studies
hahaa, sounds crazy, i know.
but anyway, i really cant wait to go melacca
that's where all the fun is; 4 lil cousins to take care of
gerek ke pe!
actually can go today but needa study for religious exam.
last year seh, must really study::
&, sis's down with fever/flu
maybe it's demam rindu
hehh
kesiannye, minah.
oohh, i wanna buy that hamster that we saw just now
super cute plus active!
it sniffed my finger and ran off;cause finger was cold
goshh, sooooo tempted.
but mum wouldnt let me.
is okay.
i'm off to idk, sleep maybe.
dad's off to melacca. mum n sis off to bed
left me alone, eyes still wide open.
take care yee.
:D

2009-11-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

`kujanjikan aku ada`

i'm supposed to be happy, but i dont know why i'm not.
perhaps it's cause after that news, it reminds me of late chi grandma
gosh, i wish i could say something to calm you down
but i aint good with words
it just made me sort of sad
but ajal maut di tangan Tuhan.
be strong kay.
u know i'll be there.
to be a listening ear.

2009-10-20T20:30:00.007+08:00

graduation day was a bore.
but then looking back at those pictures when we're sec 1 and stuff,
it did brought back lots of memories
the fun, happy moments, changing of cliques, changing of seats in class and not forgetting the fights n quarells
& there's always a meaning behind them
it'd showed who's true & also fake
i've learnt a lot, really
however, it marks the end of our time in the school
singing out loud was funny; but it'll be a memory that we can laugh at
eventho we may look stupid
it's one of our special moments together rightt.
so now, it's gonna be O's soon, jiayo!
sure can do, hope pray hard!
oh & i found out stuffs on the last day of school that time
some, hurtful but others ridiculous
who cares.
i dont.

to sethee, thanks ye untk card tuhh;
eventho plain tapi bermakne
it made me smile when i read them
tkper lau i'm not gonna be there next year
stay in touch kaykay babe
sayang ko; one and only kwn yg best
gi joe, gerek
and ingat, kte unique tuh psl tk fit in
hehee :D

4e3, the class which isnt that bonded
but still, its great to know that i still have friends that care
for each other.

these pictures may be burnt or lost or whatever
but it's the memories that in fact will last a lifetime
:D

2009-09-24T14:29:00.003+08:00

'zanna & nadiah' osh

practically, sunday was 1st day of Raya
skipped tuition to go to grand's place
wanted to go tuition but then,lazy to rush luhh
soo, spend ard 4 hours there. met up with relatives sume
overall, went to only 2 houses
green packet pon little. but i dont mind
home after, soon, camwhore luhh sjap
nk relieve tension
hahaa

cute kan mak aku!
:DD hahaaa
monday, cousin and fam came visit our house
absolutely cute baby
mls nk upload;later on kayy
n we found out stuffs plus funny things
tues spent in school;last papers
wed at home;lepaks
n tdy, school; going out soon
kay luhh, gotta go get ready
take caree yee
:D

i was happy; i mean very happy today
but somehow, something happened and there goes my mood
just an empty fake smile to cover up
i hope, really hope, it'll be gone soon
cause its sumpah menyakitkan hati
good luck luhh eh.

sheeeshh.

2009-09-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

`just there.

finally finally, it's the weekend
been one hell of a week
5 days of late night mugging
gosh, only get 4 fours to sleep everyday
no wonder my brain's not functioning properly during prelim paper
all gone with the wind;effort
otakk blank sehh on the spot
but then, thinking on the bright side
hari raya's coming on sunday
on the not so bright side,
one last fasting day; last two papers on tues; i'm getting sick
sorethroat sucks, getting sleep's the cure i guess
hoping, pray hard
:D
kay luhh, wanna play game.
ishh, sempat jgk eh maen game;dasyat
heh;destress katekan
skali skale tkn rugi kn?
*kening updown*
take care yee
plus; to all muslims, selamat menyambut hari raya nanti okayy!

2009-09-09T17:40:00.003+08:00

`cause everything is never as it seems.

090909, seems like a special date cause it's on repeat
and also to those who's lucky bday falls on; eg M!
happy 16th birthday kayys
legal to watch NC16 alrd
hahaaa
anyways, sis's just went to KL in the morning
tk tdo langsung, kak aku.
kanchiong uhh tuhh.
lols
she said something bout me missing her
well, maybe.
cause i have 98.7fm to accompany me thru late night
been starting to study; and now my mind's sooo haywired
& soon it'll be the end of the week and here comes prelims
sheeeshhh
i'll just have to tahan for ard 2 months more
then can enjoyy!
kay luhh, needa get ready for buke
take care yee.
take care taw minah osh!(hee)
:D

plus this few days, hati rase berat uhh;
it happens when something bad is gonna happen
goshh; & evertime i go to grand's place;
it has a kind of different atmosphere
someone said, if a snake goes into ur home, someone's gonna pass away
sighhh, i really really hope its not true.
:(

2009-08-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

`i've got to be kidding`

goshh, i'm so tired to be sick already
i spent my sat having high high fever
which made me sleep half a day till 4pm
trokk kann!!
and totally restless till i didnt get any revision done
mummy thought i had that cause of first day fasting
sheeeshh
buke, then at 830pm i'm already asleep again
break records sumpah
sun, skipped ugame againn & wanted to skip tuition
but didnt; naseb energy cukop
today, i skipped sch cause mummy says its serious
since i've been non-stop going to toilet from sat night till even now
doc said i have gastric flu
gosshh, what luckk
he gave me another day of mc but i'll go to sch
just hope i wont have a toilet marathon
kay luhh, i have to study for chem mock test
takee caree yee!
good news is that eventho i'm sick, i managed to puase 3 days straight!
hee
:D

2009-08-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

'tell me something i know'

alrightty, just came back from movie date wit sethee!
watched GI joe; cool & hot!(awesomee!)
however, in the midst of it, we were sort of shivering
cause too cold; tulah, sape suroh tk bwk jacket
lols
so yeahh, after had kfc for dinner
and talked alot; came to know bout you know i know
hahaa but seriously unexpected babe
so yeahh, it was pretty gerek day
its officially first fasting tmr
woahh; cpat gtk cm bullet train
& few more mins to yeokhee's bday!
haa, happy advanced 16th birthday
:D
kay luh, bye chinonehs

2009-08-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

what do you expect when both 7th mth and fasting mth clashes?
"ghosts wearing songkok and tudung"
-sis's friend's joke

2009-08-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

'and cuts so deep, hits your soul'

whenever i have a flu,
mummy would go "alahmak, the trumpets playing!"
lols, i'm tired but i wanna play games
so updating tmr!
takee caree

2009-08-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

that particular picture brought memories still
even when it was taken months ago
memories which i wanted to erase, somehow
but it crept back to me
the regret has been there since that day
maybe i should have tapped him and see his reaction
but part of me thought it could be a mistake
possibly, a mistake which he himself doesnt want to acknowledge
i simply wanna contact him & clear all my doubts
but he's never there; & maybe, just maybe
he left cause he had another someone all along
ohhh goshh; meeting him was absolutely a mistake
even when he's all sweet, gentlemen-ish
sheeshhh, f

2009-08-16T19:15:00.001+08:00

'poetically pathetic'

currently eating my breakfast/lunch/dinner
not diet but paying back my current liability
it's been 4 days since started
sat's alrd fasting mth
goshh, fast sehseh
prelims coming too
lerr, cpatnyerrrrr
anw, skipped ugame and had tuition
halfway lapar; haha
sorry eh kyla; tk datg tdk
malaas & org tuh da ad mataer sehh
*kening naek naek*
hee
k luhh, type pon mls
takecareeee dudes dudettes!

2009-08-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

'never say never'

just got home from marina
had tuition at first
& somehow, marissa n xf managed to ask me go
so yeah, went to marina n met jolyn plus yeok
bought stuffs. ate. jalan2
there was this girl; damn rockers siol
tatoos and the hair ; superb
caught the fireworks
saw ana,hanisah & atikah
hah, kecoh eh tempat
lols
so after, sat at green patch
somehow, while talking, saw a fight that broke out near us
siol luhh, that guy kena direct hit to the head
omgosh; sure rbk
n it somehow reminded me of someone
who bash & ran away; just like those ppl
sheeshh
k luh, gonna go take off to lalalalalland
take careee uhh chinonets!

the events that happened today kept playing in mind
even seeing a makes me wonder

2009-08-07T23:14:00.001+08:00

'tears your skin & makes your blood flows'

again, sumpahh this blogger gile
pics also cant be uploaded
suckass
anyway, today was a very 'fruitful' day
had the national day celebration
& the carnival; i swear my team was super crazy hyper
hahs & kecohh rabakk
but it was fun
so after waited; that person just have to make me wait
longg siollo
at 3 plus; when to meet up with ordelia & alicia
sethee cant make it; due to fever
GET WELL SOON KAY, SETHEE DEE!
we bought tickets for hangover
& went bishan library to 'study'
practically, we just did more talk than study
lols
that's why to me, study groups wont work
andd, the movie's not worth the bucks
finished at 8 plus. ate at mac dee
after lepakss, camwhore; alott
talked alot of stuffs.
super geduper gerekk
:DD
if sethee got, sure lagi kecoh
:D
kay luhh, off to idk what
takee caree chinonehs

2009-08-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

'and now you wish that you meant something to somebody else'

kay, blogger uat hal agik
eeeshhh, tk best langsung
anw, had religious class just now
usual clique didnt attend
even ustazah;kyla one month alrd
dasyatt dasyatt
hahs!
so ustazah sakdiah took over
was supposed to talk bout some module thingy
but she sidetracked always
end up, experiences that were told
bout puteri gunung ledang, ratu laut, even her encounter with u know
scary seh, naek bulu romaku; almost
i dont mind if she really take over
cause it'll be nicer; more drama
heh.
oh kyla; she went 'huh, kenape shakilah tk datg'
*her giving a sad face*
lols
favourite student katekan
eh kyla?*kening up down up down*
tuition however was fast
perhaps cause we didnt bother bout time so much
kay luhh, off to do maths
tc eh kayy korang korang sume
:D

2009-08-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

'love is a crazy thing'

been a while seen i touched comp
due the multiple stressful tests in a week
esp wed, 3 tests back to back
pheww, it's over
trying trying to catchh up
sooo tiring plus
prelims in a month's time
i'm soo prepared;NOT
sheeshhh, storybooks were accompanying me lately
once again; book worm
but who cares
so yeahh, hwks next on my list
tc chinonehs
:D

2009-07-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

'smile like you always do'

it's the weekend againn.
so fastt, but i'm gladd
yawning in class was partly my part time job
so restless.
i've been giving recess a miss
i guess, blh luhh bayar hutang puase nanti ye
without feeling soooooo hungry
storybooks had been accompanying me all the time
smpi khusyuk gler
jadi dork sjap
sjap aje bukan slalu ehh
kay luhh, malas nk type panjang2.
tc eh dudes & dudettes

i didnt have any problem with it
i kneww HE would be there for me always
whom i could turn to
HE opened my eyes to make me realise who was
true & who wasnt; now its crystal clear
i wont die due to those fact.
but i'm glad; just five words;
you're not worth my time
:D

2009-07-12T22:39:00.003+08:00

'for you and for me and the entire human race'

4 days back was oral malay

topic susah oit

there goes my distinction for oral

sheeshh, nevermind

3 days back, mummy and daddy went to melacca

so left me and sis

been 2 days and a half since we've been alone

lols

we used all the locks at the door

cam penakut gtk sehseh pdhal taakk

safety je loh

2 days back, we went to novena at night

evening was spent at home, cleaning

bdak baek katekan

haah. cam phm

novena to buy yummy yogurt plus kfc

kesian eh kene beli makanan sendiri

but independent sejap

we reached home just only

from religious and tuition for me

while sis went to friend's place for briyani

so now, i'm bored to pieces

if only mummy was home

sure can watch her happily playing my ipod

cute kaann mak aku?

lol

i miss her and her nagging

eventho it's irri sometimes

kay luhh, i'm done posting

off to chem tys

takee caree chinonehhs

psst, 'the dress wont suit me, i'll look like a fat buffalo!'

2009-07-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

'touch my hand'

syasya :D

kylaaa :D

just back from sentosaa

lols, tgh mlm pon maseh blom tdo

finally sentosa trip wasnt postponed again

supposed to meet at 1130am

but in the end, they came one hour late

due to the guys;

only 4 girls, 6 guys

off to sentosa

the tanjong beachh

toilet tk gerek langsung

sempit oitt

sheeshh.

ate, lied down, played games plus water

guys soo baskk, splashed water. lucky contacts nv come out
ard 7 plus, berambos

there wasnt any tram that wasnt empty

so we walked all the way to coffee bean

decided to go imbiah(??); merlion

walked all the way down & ended up at same place the coffee bean place

from one end to the other, took lots of pictures

sume spastic siot muke

lols

ohh and when taking the monorail, it was the last one

so the person said only three could go in.

but we had 8 ppl; so the guys said we just ramp in like hulk

so we did that and pooooofff we went in

sume cm sardine pat dlm tin seh seh

ahahahhaa

it was hilarious & i did enjoy my day wit those lovelies

however, now my legs like jelly due to the walking

& i'm burnt like a lobster;darn it

hope i'll go out again wit those peeps

kayy i'm done.

pssst, sis's feeling very vain till she's taking photos now

lols

take care dude & dudettes

2009-07-03T15:36:00.005+08:00

'your lips like sugar'

due to MJ who has gone,

there was sort of a tribute to him yesterday

in my class

c hockey danced plus sang his songs

the signature move

but tkk jaddii luhh

lols

hey weii, 'BEAT IT!'

that part was funny but tk perlu elaborate

laughed super alot yesterday

sumer muke cramp naseb tk pecah perot

however, today wasnt so fun

boring dokk

ohh & there were 4 confirm cases of H1N1 in my level arld

gerek kape

kay luhh, i'm off to do the tons of hwk

tc lovelies

ps, nk ckp ape-ape just ckp straight forward uhh

tky nk cover2

mcm luhh tkleh nmpk

mepekk sakk

perot yg lapar tros jd kenyang uhh tgk prangai ko

yg tk bis2 dgn secret2 nie sume

hilang tros mood happy

sheeeeshhh

baskket

bile tny, nk uat naen pny alasan

tuh pon tk makes sense

tkd link langsong oiit

pffft;

2009-06-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

'so baby keep my heart beating'

1st day of school was so-so

i still just wished i had hols like sis

better.

study mode still not on yet

probably it will after sentosa! trip

hahaa.

there's a highlight for today

'swing'

right right shermaine?

*kening updown updown*

lols

but really, i do agree with his hair more nicer than that u know who

more sleeek plus shiny

n shak seem to loveee it.

sebut da ard 7 times & still counting

ohh & aida ana came up to me & asked bout MJ

'eh ko tk sedih ke MJ da tkd?'

ade ke patot tny gtk

siotto btoll

lols

kay luhh

it's currently raining now

what a nice weather to sleep in

bye cinnonehhs

2009-06-27T21:52:00.004+08:00

'this night's a perfect shade of dark blue'

finally finished all the homeworks.

pheww.

been having extra lessons since monday til thurs

okaay but sleepyy seh seh

im soo not ready for sch yet. alerr.

just came back from aunt's house

had quite alot of laughs

all lame punye pasal.

lols

& yesterday, middle of the night.

was at the living room

so, i heard some noises.

look up and saw sis knocking on some nails

somehow, mum who was sleeping angrily shouted

'OI AUNTIE! STOP KNOCKING LAH.'

hahaaa. darn funny.

oh & kyla, i'm afraid i can't go 4th july sentosa

coz maybe i have to go to cousin's bdae

buttt, not confirm ye.

every night been sleeping late til 3am

with sis 'accompanying' who was

chatting ngan someone uh

kankankan

*kening naek naek*

haa.

ps; i didnt look nor stare at you during that night
ridiculous siot, i aint any les

plus you dont have the right to accuse

perasann sehh

chi pot maggot betoll

i dont know why but i miss that someone;

sighh

takeee careee dudes & dudettes

2009-06-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

'fight that bad feeling'

hah, it's fathers' day today!
happy happy dayy to all fathers
:D
anyways, been back from melacca since thurs morning
doesnt even felt like soo long; just minor
yeahh, all i & sis did there was babysitting & cycling
cycle till it hurts
lols
sis's birthdayy was on thurs; she kena bashhed. but not terok
sheeshh, where got fair
skrg legal ehhk minahh; *kening up down up down*
& class bbq was successful.
yay. food's superb oii
haha;
& she just had to split half of it to me.
lau da pokai buat hal pokai luhh, tky nk karek isapp rkk
tarik pon tk dalam; sheeshh. menyampahh
i thought i could start again; but it's just that feeling
to not do it.
i'm proud of myself; coz not even half, i've alrd thrown it away
tk giann uhh sehh
luckyy Anana was in need of those
phewww.
soo, i sold them all to her
thanks babe for buying
:D
selammaatt aku
hee,
i'm never gonna lift a finger on those anymore
i swear.
it's baddd if u're addicted.
butt i'm not even a teenyy weeny bit addicted to it
i'm gonna go off to bed.
its a school day for me tmr
take careee lovelies
:D

2009-06-11T21:01:00.003+08:00

'And everything, it will surely change'

last two days, went out wit nishaa.
been long since i met her, which is last june.
so yeahh, last min thingy, went to meet at dhoby
somehow, she's late. again.
hahs, always.
bought tickets for night at the museum 2.
super hilarious, should watch itt
:D
after, off to esplanade.
saw her friend, singing with his friends
they're from choir, && all is melayu.
only one matsalleh
lols
yesterday, went to geylang then to grand's place
then to beach road.
luckily there wasnt that mat ard.
phewww.
& todayy, went out with mummy n sis
to buy tickets for melacca.
threeeeee moree dayss babehh
yayyay!
sooo happy.
ate at novena.
while eating, mummy told her memories bout us n stuff
there was the happy & sad ones
the sad ones made me sad (saddening, sadden)
thinking bout it.
past, present n maybe future.
tawakkal je luhhs.
sighhhh
kay luhh, i'm gonna go de-stress
sooo, take care loveliess

2009-06-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

`fingerprints sold me out`

it's been awhile since idk when.
had religious class & tuition
lucky for me, i finished my exam for about 30 mins
but due to not rmbering some facts, i had to perah my head for them
like what yanie says.
hah, & kyla finished soooo fastt. turbo speed siott
woww. pandai mahh:D
tuition was as per normal
boring butt okayy
& yesterday was a fruitful day
helped mummy cook since sis slept like a log
made custard, yummm
&& finally did some exercise for health book
which is gonna be graded.
due to jumping for 20mins, my legs are cramp right now
i wonder how those guys did 5mins of bridge??
cause i tried doing but by 1min, fuhhh.
da menggeletar satu badan oiit
hahs.
but stiilll, it felt good after im refreshed
wooohhooo, i wanna go jog everyday if caan
sis uhh, ye ye ohh je, ckp nk lari. tp, taaakkkk.
alermaakks
she's got a good 'i'm still sick, i cant run' excuse
shan't blame her.
anwy, i gotta make a phone call.
takeee careee & happy holidays, dudes & dudettess
:DD

2009-06-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

`Seconds, hours, so many days`

big O level mother tongue's done

it was okay at first, cold

but not the freezing kind

soooo, i did it like usual

but jantung berdegap degup cm tgh lari

it suckss, i hate it when i panic

cm org gile oitts

after paper 1, cikgu said some stuffs.

& i found out i wrote out of pointtt.

blooddyy chicken mcnugget.

sheeeeesshhh

thanks double S, for confronting me.

it did good.

calmed down for paper 2 & i managed to do it

all i can do now is just to serahhkn kpd cikgu yg akan semak the papers

hope hope hopefully i'll get what i want.

kayluhh, my eyes are shutting

take care dudes & dudettes

nights, sweet dreams.

2009-05-31T20:12:00.002+08:00

`i'm permanent`

tmr's O level malay
ahhhhhhh*panics*
i dont think im prepared yet
but i shall jiayo
hope i can get distinction
& im trying not to think bout my karat-ness.
sighhh.
anyways, to those taking O level mother tongue
good lucks alrighttt!!
kay i gonna go study what i can
take care lovelies.

2009-05-25T22:03:00.006+08:00

'something i rely on to get home'

well, basically im posting all due to SFWT.
pester-pester me to update.
anyways, results were bad bad bad
but luckily only failed eng, pheww.
still, it's a turn off
i knew i aint good in language, so i have to read more n idk what more.
jiayo for O's.
even if u failed this time, there's still prelims
midyr's a half dress rehearsal, prelim's full dress rehearsal
while the real performance is big O's
soo pressuredd, confirm chop 100%.
sighhh, june's such a goner.
cant go back melacca.
sheeshhhhh kebb.
i miss mir.
but but, there'll be studyy group.
cant wait, excitedd bkan main kepalang oitt.
hee.
anyone interested to join, u're welcomed.
:D
k luhh, im gonna go continue my storybk
tc chiconetts.
:D

2009-05-18T20:00:00.004+08:00

'guess, i'll never know'

yay, today marks the end of MYE.

selamat selamat.
tp gereq kan kan kan?
kay stop it nadiah.
anw, poa paper 1 was .. alhamdulillah okay.
i was literally celebrating the end of exams
eventhough it was only 15mins past the time.
hahaa.
met up with mummy at inter.
went to eat.
but due to crowd, had to eat mcm charly-chaplin.
mummy even tapao-ed the food in her plastic bag
lols
but it was funn with mummy. sorry sis u didnt get the chance to join
yummyyy fish & chips.
soooo, used sis's lappy watch 'fired up' & 'taken' back to back.
'taken' was such an awesome movie.
thanks san`skater for the recommendation.
:DDD
k luhh, while there's time, im waiting for sis to load that wolverine movie
she wants to watch. tergile2kn cite tuhh ajek, kak aku nie.
bye cinnonehhs.
take cares!

2009-05-16T16:28:00.005+08:00

'butterfly fly away'

many down, one more to go
which is poa paper 1
hopefully i can balance all not like my paper 2
so screwed
but maths paper 2 is super geduper hard
2hrs 30 mins isnt enough
i rather do two of amaths paper 2 than this paper
i wanna watchh movie n cycling
haha, been stucked at home most of the time
due to mugging.
only on mon went out wit the guys for 'group studying'
kenekn aku jek ye krg. tk fair langsung
but it was fun eventhough awkward.
hahks.
going out sooon, to buy sis's kasot.
so i'll stop here
tc dudes & dudettes
:D

*addicted to mcfly song
eventhough it's oldies

2009-05-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

'i'm not a fool for you'

finally back on posting.
its beenn longg, all due to exams exams exams
everything went fine except for eng, mly paper 2
and chem which suckk all the way
came out the easy peasy but i studied the hard part
soo, i lose outt luhh. baskkk
nvm, lucky its mid year
pheeewww.
& i hate my place in the hall
aircon was the first, both sides were mostly directly on me
shivering dokk.
plus if anyone were to pass by, part of my chair & table will sink in
n i seriously mean it.WILL
sighhh, that suck ehh
&& everytime i seat there, it feels like i was being watched.
like someone was watching me
double choco chip btol.
k luhh, im donee.

pluss, i managed to trick someonee into believing!!
kan aida??
heee:DD

2009-04-25T23:08:00.001+08:00

& i sooo missss AMIR SAFWAN BIN ISHAH

2009-04-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

'u've found me'

totally flunk my malay oralll
dah lahh melayu karat, nk ckp bahase baku, gereq kaperr
n its bout raciall harmony thingy with the diff races
chikoo really.
nvm, at least reading was alright.
english's nextt when most done it alrd
so unfairr. faster finish better ehh.
shheeesshhh kebabb btol
andd, i havent had the mood to online.
that explains the emptyy updated postts
im boredd, & sometimes i just wish i could rewind time to pri sch where we neednt worry
but sooner or later i'll still have to go thru big 'O' levels
pressure babe
but once in a lifetime only
kay luhhh, im donee.
im posting coz im bored
&& where got tissue smell of cigg??
care to explain, anyone??
smell of baby powder ade luhh
step karekk jek. mentang2 pena smoke.
but whatt nonsensee, no biggie if you smoke
die faster dokk.
lols
loud=loser
im finaally done
tc dudes dudettes
:D

2009-04-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

'So take a deap breath and throw it all away.'

something just broke to pieces again
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk
my fav bowl!
& sis said i kungfu-kicked the bowl
sheesh, there goes my night
i just hope its none of any bad signs
grrrr,sodd itt!
i wanna go outt for more more movies n lepaks!
i shall pester ppl.
wanted to go out on sat, wit shak
but then changed, so its with mummy n sis
butbut, it rained so heavy til we got lazy bummed.
hahas
i wanna drink mocha againn
weekends dosage.
ohh & there was this lao apekk from fairprice
who nagged at us for pushing the trolley the other day
yadda yadda yadda
i just had the urge to shave his partially botak head to totally botak
but nseb tk luhh
he succkkk bigg timee
mintak kene complain apek tuhh!
scumm btoll
soo yeahhh, my week was sort of haywiree
no moodd, lazyy, high.
but surprisingly, managed to study & do alil hwk
kay that's all.
tc lovelies

im thinking to stop that addiction, but should i?

2009-04-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling lethargic since i got home
and really sick to the core
eating wasn't so much of my routine today
almost vomited for the 3rd time
hate itt
sick=lethargic=no mood to study
sheeshh. spoilt my day.

2009-03-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

'you're just a phone call away'

my sweethearts:D

went out with shakk, shermaine:D
i mean mostly but did met up with marissa & co
(denise, doreen, jolyn, serene)
anw, watched coming soon at cineleisure
ape lag, terkejot berok byk sioloo
naseb tk heartattack
LOLS
n shak said i didnt see the scary parts,
but i did; eventho i've got a cardigan for cover
hehe, *step brani tp pdhal, pengecot
itulahh akuu:D, i dont deny the fact
they went to watch shopaholic
n off we went to far east;walked in the rain
funfun tetapi, orchard rd skrg da tk gereq langsong
sume boringg, da common katekn
however, we did want to watch another movie
but didnt.
heh; cm phm
i wanna go out again!!
n aida, ana; krg pon aku nk kuar dgn; lau sudi
:D
kay im done
tc loveliesss
:DD

2009-03-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

'i'm leaving my fingerprints on you'

we were bored the other day so yeahhh
:DD
ape lag, maen2 nan writing uhhs
tp kekekk.
anw, cabbed to aunt's place with sis & mummy
aunt had to set a stall for some stuff bazaar at tamp
off to there & unfortunately it rained
so total earnings for the day= tkd langsungg
LOLS
cousin was lucu. dk why

but after those tiring set ups, that lil baby(rainbow in pic)
made my dayy, oh so beautiful;there were two but the other gone so quickly
msg-ed wit aida love & due2 terpingin nk uat smthh
ehk ehk ehk??
hahas
i wanna watch harry potekk now,
so off i go
tc lovelies
:DDD

psst, someone's pissed but i dont care at all
fcuk r/s
*grins*

2009-03-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

'run to the places we use to go'

smth broke into pieces; big and small pieces of it
i just hope, pray hard it's nothing n just coincident
coz mummy says its bad
anw, sis's is chaotahh but STILL cant win dad's colour
*grins widely*
& thanks kyla for the bbq; at least i met my long pri friend
but it didnt happen so nicely; coz of someone
create trouble only; it's ur responsibility to call ur family
not mine, & anw, u're the one who went MIA wit that guy
i dont know what's going on with you
bende2 yg tidak berfaedah pon nk buat; anti lau ape2, sendiri yg padah
i hope you think b4 you do those things
fcuktard
so yeahh, im stuck here with lessons during march hols
movies, anyone??
ohh right, i forgot i owe two ppl movies
hee, soon okayy
kay then im done posting for the day

why must one come after another?
in & out of r/s??
not my kind of choice; a playgirl; no way.
i just hope you'll change ur likings towards another girl
not me; coz its not worth it to wait for me
one year, is my aim
like i said,
kwn2 lame2 jdk bestfren
kwn rpt lame2 jdk couple
couple lame2 jdk ex
tp ble da jdk ex, tk mungkin akn jdk kwn rpt
stakat kwn mmg blh; nothing more, maybe less
that's what i dont want
& hurting ppl isnt my hobby.
so dont make me do it.

2009-03-12T17:47:00.002+08:00

'sunlight, sunshine all for you,my daisy'

fri's coming, yay!
which means weekends n march hols
all fun, but none.
still needa go back sch, almost everyday i gues
extra lessons katekn
but nvm, kyla's bbq pit tmr!
cant wait.
dad let me go, yayay.
kay i forgot all the things that happened this week
so yeahh, that's all.
podcast with M yesterday was fun funn.
:DD
loves
got to go study for ss alrd
tc lovelies

im moving on, so do you.

2009-03-06T14:30:00.001+08:00

Swing Swing, swing

From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

2009-03-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

i'm still wondering why.
no answers but just decisons made from you
so not fair
perhaps i aint good enough eh.
suit yourself.

2009-02-25T22:46:00.004+08:00

'had a taste of perfection'

yay!
finaalllyy done with geo
6 qns =8 + pages used
soo difficult some more.
M didnt go cca today due to sickness
but then we managed to do some work when she's gone
hahas
n it rained heavy during that, lucky not drenched
plus plus highlight on the day was
just now, a man in late 40s came up to my door n asked for his underwear
it somehow got stuck near our pole thingy
sis thought he was a perv coz he was half naked
ape lagg, ketawe abiz uhh drgg
kekekk siollo.
kay im done.
gonna sleep.
n tmr, im gonna strum that guitar
:D
tc chiinonehhs

i hate it when u think u could fit in
like when u ran to us when noone's ard,
da luhh actionn byk skrg. kekek uhh
*sarcastic*

2009-02-23T17:56:00.002+08:00

'tell me why its so hard to stop'

i'm finaaalllyyy 16.
yay for me
shermaine's turning 16 in one week's time
still havent got her present
maybe it'll be a belated prezzie
:D
n thanks for those who gave me presents
it's a break record for me
coz i didnt get more than 2 presents b4
so yeahh, thanks truckloads
to marissa, shermaine, kyla, mummy & bby
LOVES
also those wishes
hee, i have this urge to post up the pics of the presents
but nahh, some other day
birthday also still got hwks
alott i should say
darnn, nvm
im still happy
aida & ana, krg jage ehkk, bday krg abiz ahh
aku akn bash rbk2 pny
hehe
:DD
tc yo

2009-02-15T19:34:00.006+08:00

valentine's over
bby didnt really gave me anything
i've got a date in return so it's a win-win situation.
went ecp to watch sunset.
however, the sunset didnt achieve my satisfaction
butbut, bby's being sweet,
like gs & SFWT
hahas, halfway thru.
met up with robert n muru n his so called gf
kekek siololl
even bby laughed.
robert's such a meanie, embarassed me infront of bby
baskkks!
anw, had funn. reached home ard 10 plus
thanks bby for sending me till doorstep
loveyou
today was a super hot day
n ugame was funnny
but tuition was boringg
i was plannin to post a photo but cheeky marissa
laughed at it, so no piics
but then she asked to put it so yeahhh
it's up there.
sheeshh
k then im done
tc chinonneehhsss
:DD

2009-02-13T18:59:00.003+08:00

'the truth hurts but the lies worst'

eachh day passes by quickly
weekends are here
valentine's day tmr
& i still didnt get those right
those happy endings that i thought i would get
my heart ended up crushed rather than feeling happy
the way she says it.
it's like we're not good enough.
& its like we're boring ppl
those who are serious not fun.
she's changed, i swear
she's nv gonna believe it, but i see it in her
this suckks, every moment seeing makes me hate it
pffftt, i guess we're nv gonna be the same again
same?? like u said.
nvm, i guess u dont understand.
i hope tmr's outing with ash would cheer me up
hopefully, im depending on sweetboy n others to make my days
without feeling fcuked up.
i love u still, friend. like i always do but u didnt seem to realise.

just another black lie.
tc all.
happy advance valentine's day!
n i'm missing sis who went to melacca with dad alrd

2009-02-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

i somehow miss that girl
the always cheerful one
& i guess its all a misunderstanding
which i hope i could explain.
till then jealousy strikes it all

2009-02-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

i'm sick, fever
tired; lethargic.
& i miss sweetboy
goodnight, goodbye.

2009-01-31T20:36:00.003+08:00

'to be loved, what more could u ask for'

it's the weekend, so fast gonna finish
boohooo.
anw, yesterday was fun
not school i mean
family bonding like always
went to beach rd; to makan of coz
so yay, got our mocha dosage
& there was a ... kay i forget that animal
as in a label to the guy who was cheeky
kekekk rbk
so yeahh, dad ate alott
woaahhh; tros mendaq
hahks
i've told sis bout those secrets
glad i did it, a burden off my shoulder
thanks for it, plus decisions to higher nitec!
way to go!! dont care what other say
just enjoy jek, conferm gerek pat sane
:D
i'm having trouble breathing
baskk;flu again
but im craving for ice cream!!
& i'm missing sweetboy
plus someone's heartbrokened
must pujokk oii
haha
kay, im done for now
tc loves

2009-01-28T18:11:00.003+08:00

jumpshot during chalet07

anw, sch's boringg.
as per usual but need to concentrate right.
didnt manage to meet him just now
but nvm
had fun window shopping ystd with ashh & friends
hahks, zombie told ashh smth hard to believe.
ape lagi, kat town jgk kite ketawe rbkk
esp in orchard cineleisure, dlm lift agkk
kekekk uhh, but somehow, gerekk nan drg
home b4 7, drg kate i kena probation
pe jekk si zombie
love sweetboy
hahah
kk, im done.
bye dudes & dudettes

2009-01-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

'singing myself to sleep'

today aint a happy day for me
due to *insert name* texts
n only went to aunty's house; no hongbao collection
is alright anw, i wasnt expecting those red packets
just looking forward for the fun joy laughter like we used to have
those times when late grandma's here.
ystd went out to send dendeng to cuzz house
laughed the shit out of myself; evidence-almost spit out drink
i'm bored out to my wits
lucky robert's here to entertain me;my bestfriend
tc lovelies
`there's only one thing, to do, three words;for youu

2009-01-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

'so i'm holding on'

i'm finally free; ukan lag burung di sangkar
i'm able to do whatever, whenever i like
yay, thanks mummy, sissy n sweetboy for the comforts
times we spent together will remain memories in the past
i've been missing someone;
sis probably knows bout it
thanks for understanding;love you
mon's chinese new yr; gonna go visiting with relatives
sure gereqq:D
ystrday's celebrationg was nice esp the acrobatics one
like wowowowow~
haha, rushed home; bathed
then met ashhy.
lepakss, home
im gonna search for food
tc chinonehhs
:D

u're there to give me a hug when i was down ystrday
thanks, sweetboy

2009-01-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

'its always back to you'

i'm soo not having the mood to study amaths
tmr got test, chapters which i dont really like
but have to, maybe night time probably
anw, sat met up with cal & mary
went to town, rounded plus bought dresses.like finally
but they still wanna go fareast to buy somemore stuffs
so yeahh, met up with ashh after shopping
cal & mary so cheeky, say me
even laughedd so muchh, so bad
sheeshhh
& this year starting to slow down
i wish it was like last year,aru gereqq!!
haha
school's starting to bore me; but just tahan, 9+ mths only

i'm having trouble choosing.
which one, im not too sure.
but all i know is that, u're not respecting my decision
thanks for all.

tc dudes & dudettes
:D