Saturday, October 16, 2010
*points above*
that's what i've been doing this past few days. :D
it's the best feeling when you're happy. cause everything alright.
been going for tennis lessons; which really makes me feel so energised.
going out with family; the bonding time for us which is always good to have.
going out wit friends; the usual ones.
eg is thurs; celebrated xf's belated birthday. managed to surprise her with cakeey(which is ohh so creamy).
and also kbox at bugis(sing till all of us were so tired)
walked around, window shopping for me and the girls and camwhore ttm(and not forgetting the tummyaches we all had) lols~
glad xf love her gift from us. :D *grins*
lastly and obviously going out with dearest boyf most of the time
if not in tpy slacking, sure out of tpy. like yest. :D
went to play pool at pomo; im improving thanks to him, but my aiming still suck.
walked to beach rd afterwards; ate mutton chop(oooohh yummy, hehe)(they recognised me too)
then walked back to the busstop. we had some stops; just to blow bubbles.(which i still havent master yet)*jealous*
hahaa, and managed to make him sleep and messed up his neat hair; i like it messy. :)
and therefore, that's how i spent my days. being happy and smiley. ;)
sch's coming; reall soon, i hope it'll be as good. :D
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Monday, September 13, 2010
heyheyyyy. *grins*
exams had beenn (hmmm) boring plus stressful as always.
some ppl dont even get jittery. even my sis yg strong tuh pon gets jittery before her paper.
HAHA.
soo yeah, finally its over. thank god. but then kann, now that we have hols,
its like funny when you just sit at home slacking ttm!
however, fasting month passed and hari raya came.
so it's an okayy side. heh.
eventho we only went to ahwer's house(boring i know)
ape blh buat right. sometimes wished we'll be like those families
whereby they rent a bus for the whole relatives side to go visiting.
kan gerek gitu?
but it's never gonna happen. i dont think so.
hmmm, read it *points below*
that's love; wonderful feeling once you get it. :)
hehe. talking bout it. just came back from outing to east coast with boyf ;)
rented two seat bike for four hours. ape lagii, cycle to changi laa. penat sungguh.
i mean not really, just the butt part and the leg part that aches everytime we cycle is the most cannot tahan moment.
other than that, it was oh soo awesome. heh.
funn laa, cause managed to have quality time with each other mahh.
best part was when successfully dpt tickle. luckily die pndi control; if not, aiyo confirm masok bush. HA.
so yeaah, a day to remember; always better than the rest.
`to minah yg now say 'ewww, you both look drunk in this pic la that la,' later when you have a boyf, then you know. confirm every day wanna go out. take pic. flood everywhere with ur pics. lols. jage, i'll take revenge. HAHAHAH!
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Thursday, September 2, 2010
two papers downn, two more to goo;pom, poa(cantik la tuh)
psst, i've got an damn freaking ulcer at the back of my tongue.
painnn. :( maybe i need some medication, so that it'll be better. hee. ;)
just a lil something for dearest boy of mine. read on.
`to you, the one who did captured my heart after 5 years.
you know, hearing bout our history and now over&over again wont make me feel jelak.
seriously, you're like unexpected but in a good way eventho u think u're bad.
u have your flaws, i have mine. we're both not perfect but what makes us accept each other with flaws or without, was a thing called love.
and this thing called love is strong. a feeling where you care for someone deeply even if it's the slightest thing. a feeling where you wanna make that someone laugh even when they're down. where you wanna make things better if it goes a lil bit wrong. where you wanna be able to hold his hands, hug, give a kiss on the forehead to say i love you or to even just to let that special someone know that you're there anytime, anywhere for him. (24/7) a feeling where you want it to last till old age together with that special one. where you wanna share thoughts/memories/past/experiences. where you wanna be able to have different sweet memories of each day. and more.
such love requires everything. all the good ones ofc. maybe a lil bad. such as jealousy; it doesnt matter if you are, over the slightest possible things that happen. a lil jealousy lets your someone know that you still care/love him/her.
a love so tender and sweet needs to be cared for. not just the idc sign. it needs everything lil details to make it perfect, but like what they say, nothing's perfect.
however, we're the ones seeing it, so it's different.
that's what i experience with you, akhbar ali.
i don't need someone better like him, him or another him.
it's you that i want; cause you're perfect just the way you are.
you're everything i ask for. like i said, with or without flaws.
it's our 3 months together. fast, i know. :)
in which these 3 months, we've gone thru many things but always kiss and make up right.
we'll last kayy. insyaALLAH. i love you b, many times more. thanks for everything; love, fights, care~ *hearts*
sincerely from my heart; N :)
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
`take me homeeeeeeee`
hohoho, feeeeeel super super guilty just now.
why? cause i just tipu sunnat to boyf. hahah.
something bout the melacca trip.
didnt know he could fall for it, but surprisingly he did. ;D
*ketawe, jatoh dari kerusi, blh bangun, ketawe balik* ;x
turns out tickets were out. so cancelled; only dad's going.
have a safe trip dad. :)
so anyway, the day was spent like that; going lavender to buy tickets.
and we did terserempak with boyf and friend on the same bus. lols.
coool huh, and noooo, it wasnt even planned. just like our very first meeting :)
we've been hanging out(msn, fb, phone) these few nights till sahur.
sleepyy headdds during day and owl during night. :D
and i didnt know that i could listen to the same tale over and over again
without getting bored. it makes me feeel freshh. (a very good feeling)
hmmmm, i wanna eat kfc porridgeeee! and watch step up 3D!!!!!
kaay randddoomm. now im hungryyy
@minahh; imma b imma b, imma imma b. :D hahaa!
@boyf; sorry for tipu sunnat. heee. ;D *loves*
@M; cheer up M, he's a jerk. cant even be a part of your wonderful life. he's like the ink, you're the mahjong paper. dont let the ink drip on mahjong paper cause it'll spread all over it sooner or later. so dont let his comments/reactions affect you, cause it'll be your downfall not his. like i said before, slowly kayuh ur bicycle, cause in the end you'll reach someplace you wanna be at, even if the distance is far apart. ;)
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`photographs: they can mean anything`
half a day spent with boyf. ;)
it was a lil bit weird due to puase.
cause i couldnt pinch him when he does stuffs jokingly.
tskk. but alhamdullillahh, we managed to overcome the dugaan-s. *grins*
hmmm, so we rushed for Phua Chu Kang movie at 5pm.
chun2 just started despite being late for 15 mins.
the show was hilarious and touching. and also sad for the last part.
overall, enjoyed it; you guys should watch it :D
by the time nk buka, no seats.
waited and waited skali this chi lady pulak rushed to a table which we alrd eye-ing on.
alerrrmaaakkz. kasi la chance; melayu nk buka puase nieee! pe daaa, typical sungguh.
finally finally, found a seat and ate peacefully. syiok makanan. *thumbs up*
went arcade; skali halfway sis text to go home; lerr, blm lagi amek gmbr.
due to some _______ problem at home. tsk.
sooo, apee lagi, cabot laa. but walked slow-mo. hahaa.
noww, she's gonee. peace& freedom at last. phewww.
but tengok laa, now i miss boyf. sigh. :(
thanks boyf for the wonderful dayyy. ;)
kay da byeeee. :)
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Saturday, August 14, 2010
a day spent with anaa condaa! heh
met up at 5 when it was supposed to be 430 at town.
walked, buke, bought slipaa then headed off to bugis.
bugis- to buy shorts. :)
along the way, people keep stepping on my slipa. tsk. takda mate peeeee?!
aiyooo. even anaa stepped on it. lols.
most powerful one was when boyf stepped on my lil toe.
lucky not cun2 on my blister. phewww.
thanks babe, for the wonderful, gerek dayyy:)
and boyf, thanks for fetching and lpaking and stepping my lil toe. HEH.
i'm trying to learn guitar chords. wow, so hard. :x need helpp.
boyf, bile nk teach nieee? :O
hmm, the whole house's tk tentu arah now. guess why?
cause there's been this uninvited guest staying over for so many days
and not even having the initiative to balik kampung.
wtf, still can get angry with us for scolding. chibzxzx.
she's the one who's in the wrong siolo. *pissed*
tsk. treat us like blardy fools.
she got to gooo.
kayy, im hungry. i wanna go mam sahurr. :)
happpy puase-ing! :)
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`some love is not love at all`sometimes overload of emotions isnt that good. there are side effects ofc. feeling high; feeling down; pissed. every single one is tiring. but not the happy pill. the most tiring one is when you dont wanna feel it but it just smacks itself into your mind, heart, soul and body. it isnt something which you can erase from the memory like a camera/lappy. it just sticks there like a leech. something, just something to be reminded of eventho u're happy. it's there eventho u're not thinking bout it. now and then it'll just have this red alert shout out begging you to attend to it. when you do so, ur emotions get jumbled up and then make you feel more sad than angry/happy. things that happens. words that were spoken. might result in unwanted feelings. like jealousy. when you know u're not supposed to be feeling that way but you still have it locked inside your small heart. like doubt, it's there eventho u trust people. you can't control it. well, i can't but i'm trying. it's hard, but i'll do it. for the sake of myself so that i wont be feeling like shit most of the time. :')
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