i thought yest i was gonna be mad at him but then it turns out not really.
i knew it was gonna happen anyway, sooner or later.
i was sorta prepared for what will happen.
yes it was heartbreaking but i can manage.
and no, i'm not over him yet.
even if i cant, i'll just keep that bottled up.
but i know i will, time will tell.
and it's the memories that lasts.
good, bad even, all.
im glad for everything.
there will be happy endings, somehow.
just be patient:))
i wont forget you. (that's a plus sign)
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`just fall into place and you'll fall into me`

pictures from exactly last wed when we went out
now, babe you can ask for it. sorry ye lambat.
heh
anyways, nothing much really happened during these last two weeks
most exciting was last sat and yesterday
last sat cause we(sis & me) had to give tuition to dearest cousin
i had a lil trouble sleeping the last night cause i was afraid that he won't understand what i teach
but then when i really started teaching after about 30mins of them(aunt & him) having a 'minichat'
it was pretty much alright but i had a lil trouble giving him examples
ye lahh, org da lame tk pegang buku, mmg uh gnk jadinye!
lols.
somehow i thought any kind of tuitions are boring
but this particular one was kinda fun, really.
and no, im not joking!
had a break by eating ice cream that we bought
tige2 saket, weather sejok tapi tetap makan icecream
lerrrr. hahaa!
initially wanted to go giant(or is it ikea??) but then ended up at qiji(is that how u spell it?)
to eat nasi lemak(yum!) and thenn talking bout paranormal stuff
dari tempat pack to almost empty, just by talking bout it
andd i became lame(didnt know i could but maybe i was freaked out)
'his watch died cause his aura just did'
inside lame joke of mine
hahaaa!
after, we bused down to home sweet home!
yest, went to meet mummy and sis at novena.
ate at fork and spoon, bought yummy yogurt and choco balls
uhuhhhh bestt!
had a hair cut(was unexpected decision) and now i miss my long hair!
but it'll grow so it's okayy
:))
i couldn't stay up till 4/5am just now like last two nights
don't know why but yeah
hmm, kay lahh imma off to watch a movie then i'll tuck back into lala-land!
byeeeee, chinonehs
:)))
just as i expected, he didn't respond that much.
but i dont really care(do i??)
and i sometimes wish i had more times like the one on sat(with cousin and aunt) with other cousins, but i guess that wont happen(?) cause it never will(somehow).
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`it's gotta be you!`

exactly last wed, went out with the sweethearts above
(kyla, syasya & aish)
met up at cityhall, ate lunch at ljs, bought doughnuts.
then headed to marina barrage.
from there, camwhored, doughnuttt-eating, water-splashing, kite-seeing, lepak-ing
til about 10.
wanted to lepak still at cityhall, but it was too late.
kene catch the last bus mahh.
lols, but it wassss superbb, tidak joking.
on sat evening, was off on a bus to melacca
off to singapore on monday evening
the kiddo-s were super nakal, as usual.
amir & idzul were fighting most of the time, and saying 'nk turon bukit,nk turon bukit!'
ryan was always running all over the place once his shoes are on
and we had to kejar like as in we running after a chicken that's gonna be sembelih
lolss
the house was still in construction.
fam slept side by side in the hall.
and somehow, the whole house(which consists of uncle's fam and nek ngah)
were full of flu-infected people! the next morn
kekek lah seh
on the way back to singapore at woodlands, we were talking
then i said, eh, police cokkang sehh to sis
somehow we were laughing and surprise2, the two policemen we were referring to looked our way
as if they knew what we were talking, pdhal jauh seh distance between us
tapi cutee uhh. heehee
tues night bus-ed to doc's
sis and me were sick, both the same
only, i got the fever.
tapi saket2 the next day kter due2 kuar
accompanied sethee to take her lenses at amk then off to bishan
lepak, camwhored, gossiped as usual. heh
reached back home about 6plus
both balek siang, when mum ask why so siang, we said saket mah tuh psl
hahaa.
someone has a date lah seh, right this moment!*grins* curious aku dibuatnye
someone else ajak ble mau lepak(unexpected lah sehh)
dad's playing all the old songs on the stereo, sdap jgkk
and sometimes, it triggers some memories
kay luhh take care yeeeeeeee, lovelies!
:))))))))
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'you're like a bullet, boy, to my heart'

went out with sethee on last sat to watch alice in wonderland at bishan
due2 lambat mcm pakat plak. maklom luhh, tdo lmbt
hah!
i think the movie's good, in the fantasy kinda way.
i like it tho.
after movie, train-ed to town. jalan2 luhh!
ard 6 plus, lepaks at taka till 10
it was a gerek time
talked and camwhored cm gler
from the time there's noone beside, till everywhere were filled with mats minahs
wow, i sooo loveee their shrieks*roll eyes*
at 10, head to the train station.
on the way there, this two mats were following us.
we walked fast then slow then fast then slow, they did the same
it was freakish but kekek
hah.
luckily they're gone when we board the train. pheww
and todayy, went to beach rd, geylang and then to lavendar.
with sis and mumm
penat oit
tmr's gonna go for health check up.
lerrr, lecehh uhh the enrolment package
so many things to fill up.
once in a while, its fine
gonna meet up with kyla & syasya soon
*grins*
kay luhh, im off now
take care sumer!
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