kay, i just have the urge to post. i seriously think im having a major feelings crisis. i mean like one point of time, i can be really happy. then another, really shittyy. like just now. where i randomly got this sudden stress attack due to the piles of projects that are needed to be completed. plus the fact that there's some people ruining our plans. sigh. orang2 gini la yang selalu buat hidup susah. i hope, pretty really hope that i can finish all the projects before time. and not have that sudden crazy stress attack again. it makes me feel sooo jumbled up till i cant do a single thing straight. naseb now okayy. thanks to those who made me laughed. im happy for now :')
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first time ever that something like that happened. seriously no joke.
sigh. i feel sooo haywired and lost for a mo just now.
at one time being happy and at another vice versa.
but thanks to those who comforted me.
esp to my babes and dude.(rachel and M included)
like lind says 'human nature, i guess. laugh too much alrd, so must cry a lil. balance of energy.'
like hudz says 'it's normal cos we are growing teen girls that half of the time gets unreasonably emotional'
and like xuef says 'just rant at me, i'm willing to be your listening ear.'
i just realised that there are people who care. thanks seriously.
i appreciate it alot. makes me feel better.
love you guys. :)
`i missing you barley. (probably the reason why i broke down. maybe. idk.)
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alahmak, the stupid photobucket dont wanna save my art piece. chiiiizxzxzxx. grrr. u better save it when i do it again for the 3rd time tmr.!
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`stuck in the moment with you`let's see. sat-mon, mummy and sis went to melacca. again without me.
but at least got borong for me :) thankyouuu.
so practically all 3 days, bought dinner for daddy.
and on sun, at least boyf accompanied me to have dinner.
tk lah lonely sgt kn. hahaa.
so on mon, had stats meeting then afterwards, went out with boyf to vivo.
to watch she's outta my league. it was a sweet movie. :) then walked ard.
ate dinner and off to tpy to buy makan for sis and mum.
afterwards, he sent me home. skali ard 15 mins later, he asked to meet me again at the staircase. lols, kate rinduu. hahaa. cause next day, he's going to penang.
so now, he's otw there la. gahh. 5 days man. :(
and it was sorta a bad night to end with yest due to some incident.
made a friend pissed off. but cant blame that person la. both parties also in the wrong.
soooo, today, met xueffy and wanted to do some stuffs. but end up sleepy.
decided to go play swing
once again, it's always when we are there that our problems were forgotten for a mo.
and that's where xf told me bout ehem ehem and ehem. it was a good feeling to have a good friend to talk with cause our minds thinks alike.:D
(swing swing!)
anw, i just hope this people *looks down*
(lindo, xueffy and hudz)
will become BFF till whenever.
i hope, we'll get closer and closer and not drifting apart.
even if there's conflicts / misunderstandings.
*prays hard*
love you all like sistas.
*looks at first pic, wishing that the 5 days will pass very fast*
hoho. kay done.
take care dudes and dudette. it's time to cherish the ones that you love before it's too late.
:)
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`lindo, nadzi, xueefy & hudzz`~
hohooo, just came back from ton.
eh, i mean HF1006 had a bbq last night. then we ton-ed
and poofff~ the next morning we had two project meetings back to back.
wow. such an accomplishment. cause didnt sleep a wink last night.
first time.! maybe cause it was just so uncomfortable.
but luckily i had him to accompany me. yay. he didnt sleep too. aww.
they all lahh, kapok my ground sheet when actually 3 people can fit in and sleep.
and even when we bought extra mats just for them. cheeseecake btol.
hahah! but no offense la. so due to no space, we had to lpak at the concrete bench.
oucchhhh, painnnnn. tried lying down on the lap and sleep also buttock so pain.
irrits know.
but anyway, bbq was successful. satay was power sweet man.
and i had my goal achieved for the night
which was night star gazing! wooootsssss!
it was a pretty night with many many clouds so we ended up drawing out shapes from them
creativity babe. hahha! stars weren't that obvious; play hide and seek with me somemore.
*grins* but i liikkkkeeeeee, i want more of those outings. kan best!
so yeahhh, thought could nap for an hour at 6am(cause there was suddenly space in between hudz and lind) but then drizzle la pulak.
and it became heavy rain with strong wind.
so breakfast, and rushed to sch. wow. flood siol.
like that la. penat kn.
stats then macro project. finally at 4 plus we finished.
(needed toothpick to open my eyes. it was that heavy. no la. jk only)
so yeaaahhh, 5- 9 plus slept like a log. serious K.O!
later also sure same case. lols
ooohhhh, not forgetting.
`to the people who attended/and tonn too, thanks for coming and cooking the food.
`M and serene, thanks for the lame-ness as always, and taking jacket and entertaining:)) hee.
`lindo, hudz and xueefy, yay. fun night with you threee. gereeeekkk.
(night gazing, bike cycling, free show infront of us and moreeeeee)
`to him, thanks kay b for coming. wootts, had fun eventho was sleepy and just sitting down talking. love ya.
more outings like this, i hope. *grins widely plus happy dance*
kay lahh, knock out time soon.
take careeeee semua!
:)
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`best i ever had`
i didnt believe then that there's still some guys who's willing to just fetch and send a girl home then go back to where they were before that(which is troublesome).
but then just now, i started believing it.
funny how everytime the first time is with him.
like 1st bf, 1st to be broken by me, 1st to have the look that says ily when he stares into my eyes, etc.
im falling deeply for him sia. (if u get what i mean)
and its so unexpected lah can. ;)
so many ppl didnt expect it to be like this.
even those yg ex-ftp that found out. lols.
esp today, where we saw many ex-ftp ppl when otw to interchange.
woahh. lerrrr.
anw, project meeting today was oh so fast.
thought finished at 6 but 4pm we're done.
then he fetched me, and went off.
so now i'm home feeling sleepy when im supposed to do poa and macro tut.
ngantokkk nyeeee! *yawns*
k lahh, nnt tkleh tgk down with love. better chiong.
:D
byeeeeeee chinonehhs.
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`that should be me:)`
hohoo, that should be me is like stucked in our heads since the last few days
of course, a day without singing it with my sweet kaki-s mmg tk sah.
even if we sound like katak-s(but i doubt so) or it rained afterwards.
heee, hudz ever said; in our clique the 3 is different, only 1 similar.
oopps; :x luckily, i understand. phewwww. :))
love krg lah sehhh; starting to get closer like the start. *thumbs up*
recalls
'yupi gummy burger*horn horn*, yupi gummy pizza*spins*, yupi gummy bear *bear ooh,scary*'
LMAO.
weeehh. as for tests, 2 down, 4 more to go. jy people.
been two days straight that he's been fetching and sending me home from mrt station to home sweet home.
even when i was masam after frisbee yest.
and 1june2010 the official one. <3
kate je malu pdhal, tgk cm steady pom pi pi je.
penipu halam btol(accent cina speaking malay)
hah!
and xf, hudz, linden. hope you guys find your special someone soon to share with too.jy! you know i'll be there ;)) kay lah, gotta go study bsw. ciaooo. *happy*
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