Thursday, September 2, 2010
two papers downn, two more to goo;pom, poa(cantik la tuh)
psst, i've got an damn freaking ulcer at the back of my tongue.
painnn. :( maybe i need some medication, so that it'll be better. hee. ;)
just a lil something for dearest boy of mine. read on.
`to you, the one who did captured my heart after 5 years.
you know, hearing bout our history and now over&over again wont make me feel jelak.
seriously, you're like unexpected but in a good way eventho u think u're bad.
u have your flaws, i have mine. we're both not perfect but what makes us accept each other with flaws or without, was a thing called love.
and this thing called love is strong. a feeling where you care for someone deeply even if it's the slightest thing. a feeling where you wanna make that someone laugh even when they're down. where you wanna make things better if it goes a lil bit wrong. where you wanna be able to hold his hands, hug, give a kiss on the forehead to say i love you or to even just to let that special someone know that you're there anytime, anywhere for him. (24/7) a feeling where you want it to last till old age together with that special one. where you wanna share thoughts/memories/past/experiences. where you wanna be able to have different sweet memories of each day. and more.
such love requires everything. all the good ones ofc. maybe a lil bad. such as jealousy; it doesnt matter if you are, over the slightest possible things that happen. a lil jealousy lets your someone know that you still care/love him/her.
a love so tender and sweet needs to be cared for. not just the idc sign. it needs everything lil details to make it perfect, but like what they say, nothing's perfect.
however, we're the ones seeing it, so it's different.
that's what i experience with you, akhbar ali.
i don't need someone better like him, him or another him.
it's you that i want; cause you're perfect just the way you are.
you're everything i ask for. like i said, with or without flaws.
it's our 3 months together. fast, i know. :)
in which these 3 months, we've gone thru many things but always kiss and make up right.
we'll last kayy. insyaALLAH. i love you b, many times more. thanks for everything; love, fights, care~ *hearts*
sincerely from my heart; N :)
{{ 1:50 AM -
& can't stop, won't stop
